Work had not been good.relationship with colleagues had been terrible.though my age had been increasing. But my mentality in solving such problems had not. Though I am not defeated,I am definitely affected.
At this age of about to be 30. I wonder whether I had achieve adequately enough (putting myself aside)to provide my parents. I can confidently say I did okay at work and had learnt lots as an individual. But as I grew older, my parents grew older too. So am I ready for my parents. To provide them and accept they are growing older and that my brother has a life too. Is time to think and make a decision what kind of life I want or should work on over this holiday. I hate talking about things fearing that I am not able to achieve. Thus, I would hereby say, I am not confident if I can fulfil what I just thought and mention.
As people start to get married and get older, this thought came to me to just forget about it and dun think. Best is to dig a hole and just hide in the cave. Not sore about it.just dun wanna know think about it.
Signing out... 1413hrs, J8