if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Dear Santa,

Dear Santa,

wondering if you read blogs? but well, i would hope to have the following items. not many. really. i swear. just a few..... i dun have a chimney, but you can knock on my window and i will be gladly to open it. =)

1. running shoes (i am now surviving in my badminton shoes which is about to split apart.)
2. earphones that i saw in best denki (it is from audio technica, the earphone is shaped like a button. there are 4colors. i want the pink one. hehe..)
3. new camera (the current one i am using i my bro's and recently the screen doesn't work. while, preferably pink, silver or black and slim. haha)
4. a pair of cross trainer shoes (currently using my badminton shoes for my workouts. but it had recently been declared half dead. so it shld be a good idea if u can send me one =) )
5. glass ceiling (well, i dun mind if you get your little elves to help me create an auto open and close glass ceiling. in the day, it will be covered so that i will not be roasted when the scorching sun is up in the sky. in the night, i can look through the glass ceiling and admire the stars above me. if it rains, i can observe the raindrops pattering on the glass panel.)
6. jackets (i love jackets. though it is not really suitable here in Singapore. but if you give me one, maybe i can visit you. =) well, on second thots, i dun mind if i owe one sports suit - jacket and trackpants - those that joggers wear)
7. a new wallet
8. pretty clothes
9. ticket that entitles me to fly to anywhere anytime
10. christmas figurines (saw it at precious thots. some in the form of a snow globe, ferris wheel etc.. electrically run! if u get me that, i promise to clean my room to make space for it!!)
11. lastly, a machine to read my journals.

yours sincerly

signing out... 10.55pm

Monday, December 22, 2008

it is the christmas season.. everyone, i suppose, are preparing to celebrate christmas / holiday. at this time, shops such as taka should be crowded with people trying to get last minute presents for friends and family. i tried that once before, maybe 2 years back. to my opinion, it was horrendous. people squeezing here and there. snatching for presents as well as the sales attendants to get a new piece. plus, the queue at the cashier was loooong..

i had yet to visit the town to look at the christmas decoration. wanted to go suntec as i heard there were precious thots figurines plus laser show featuring precious thots characters at the fountain of wealth. but i doubt i will have the time. maybe next year.. *smile

some updates about the last few days..

i had a bbq class gathering, dbi0212, on saturday. it was nice to see everyone and to meet up with my close friends. kinda stayed out a lil late that day, surprisingly. the next meeting i heard will be sometime during chinese new year. i suppose i do kinda looked forward to it. there was also discussion about going to genting as a class. remembered the last time we went genting together. it was a big group and it was fun. too bad, i kinda get myself a lil upset during that time. now that i think about it, i was rather silly. talking abt genting, i suddenly had a strong feeling of going overseas once again. somewhere quiet and peaceful..

today i went groceries shopping with daddy at thomson plaza. remembered that i had to visit thomson plaza very often when i was a kid. but ever since i recovered, we seldom frequent there. during lunch, me and daddy saw huang wen yong, apparently, he frequents there. maybe he lives nearby. plus.. he really do look very very young. =) lastly, i kinda lost my appetite recently. maybe yesterday and today. until now, i only had 2 slices of bread and eggs at ya kun for lunch. hopefully i have a better appetite later for dinner. but i doubt so.

signing out... 6.42pm

Friday, December 19, 2008

christmas

christmas is coming =)

i had always love christmas ever since i was young. maybe it is the cooling feeling during this time of the month. maybe christmas made me think of the snow, snowflakes, christmas feast, giving and exchanging of presents. remembered when i was young, i will go to my senior's gathering with the rest of my childhood friends and we will countdown to christmas, exchange presents etc before heading home next morning. i suppose the last i attended was during sec sch. then after, everyone had their own life, own plans and we seldom really get to meet. but it was fun. the festive mood was great. =) another christmas which i enjoyed and remembered was during my third year attachment. celebrated christmas at my attachment workplace with meli, watch and the rest of the attachment school mates. not forgetting giving presents to my frens, going back to sch and leaving the gifts in my locker so that the gals (celeste, lh, pf) can collect. =)

but ain't know when. i no longer felt excited for christmas. at times i do feel the christmas-sy mood. but at times, i dun look forward to it. maybe i was just being stubborn

maybe one year i can experience a snowy christmas. haha.. with a christmas feast (turkey, pudding etc..), great friends around, presents, christmas tree (is a must). yup. i wish for that day.

signing out... 11.15pm

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

okay. an updated version...

i dun really dislike my hairstyle. just being grumpy.

it will grow long one day. so just let it be for now..

signing out... 11.43pm

hair cut. =(

yesterday i went to the hairstylist to trim my hair together with jocelyn. it was...........

disaster!! *sobx

i wanted a trim. but it became a cut. there is a difference between trim and cutting of the hair.

anyway, i am so upset that i dunno what to say.

maybe it is good change. but... i just felt like a mushroom head now.. =(

signing out... 5.20pm

Sunday, December 14, 2008

^-^v

today is a nice and cooling day. perfect for sleeping!! haha..

i am feeling a lil better in terms of mood today. =) [that is why my post is a lil colorful. like rainbow.. hee)

hmm, i was actually feeling a lil bothered, troubled, upset the past few days. can't exactly pin-point what was it. i was just basically down.

BUT!!

today shall be different. i am going to be a good lil girl. not irritating my mummy. not being short-tempered and dote myself by doing things i want to do =)

wishing everyone happy weekends! ^-^v

signing out... 12.30pm

Saturday, December 13, 2008

post birthday update

okie. i had been rather busy lately. fretting because i have no idea where to get more male participants for my research. but well. that is just part of the reason. the other part is, because i am lazy to blog. so i haven't been updating. haha. anywayz..... that doesn't matter. since i am now blogging. ^_^

took the chance to blog today because i took 2 weeks leave from kumon. tired i suppose. =/

updates for the past weeks....

last friday, me and the gals (daphne, jocelyn, kt, amber and diana) met up early in the morning (11am) at cineleisure kbox for klunch. it was a belated belated birthday celebration for the novemeber babies (diana and me!) haha.. it was the first time we gals met up for a singing session. usually we will just meet up for a meal and chat nonstop, followed by shopping. so i supposed this time, it should be something quite new and interesting. really do hope they enjoyed themselves ^0^ but too bad, i have to rush back to school to conduct research. else i would had taken the chance to do a lil shopping with them since i rarely do.

actually, i do not have the most interesting life now. i kinda just stay at home most of the time. wanting to do my school work. but never ever get started. instead, i contemplate on lots of issues. one of my participant says, why get urself so beaten up? just do what you feel like doing. maybe is really true. when you think too much of other things, other people you tend to forget about urself. but well, thinking of others is what made me, friends always say. now i am confused. *laugh

i shall end my post with some of the birthday gifts i got this year... thank you all for the presents.. =)

esprit belt (from my uni gals). had wanted it for quite some time cos it was cute =p

from joey and yuan bin (i love the box cos it is colorful! ^-^)

sneak preview of what is inside the box

ta-dah!!

individual photos...

cute right? they wore the same costume!! =)

thumbdrive from ben and seetwei (just in time to store my journals! =] )

signing out... 2.05pm