today is Sunday. will not be starting work at 11am because boss got sumthing on and she request to change shift. therefore i started work at 4 pm all the way to closing...
went out for breakfast [egg with kaya bread] with my dad at the nearest market near my house. after that we went to NTUC to get some daily stuffs so as to be able to stock up for a few weeks. was very very happy. because i seldom get to go out for breakfast. and i seldom get to go out with my dad.. by the time we reach home, it was already 11 am plus and my mummy was buzy with all the housework... after finishing with the household stuffs, she went to cook braised duck for me to bring to work later in the noon. so sweet and nice of her yeahz. she is the best mother cum "sister" [coz she alwayz say she looks as young as me... haha]. went to use the comp and soon, it was almost 3 pm.. the weather was so warm that it makes me feel so tired. therefore i took a short nap and then as usual, chiong to get ready for work... haha.
quite a number of familiar faces appeared while i was working today... got an qiang and his friends, pei feng and her sister and lastly, derrick and his friend [think is kang ren izzit? not sure] anywayz, was so happy to see them. but good things never last....
later in the night there is this lady who came into the shop, holding "Her World" mag and asking when did it arrive.. after tat, she went back to the shelve and started to open the packaging. i kindly told her that if she wants to browse the mag, let me know and i will help her open it next time. then after she walks towards the counter [which is where i am standing] and put the mag which is already taken out from the plastic covering and say "is not as if i am going to spoil the mag". at first i thought she did not get what i meant. so i rephrase it and repeated. but she still give me that sickening look. i tried to smile and explain. but i just cannot get the smile out. haiz.. come on! i am being nice here and i never even mention the word "spoil". i suppose she must be too tired and stress up else she must have been so embarassed to be "told off" by me... which i didnt of course. but knows what she is thinking right. haiz.. though i shld not let her spoil my day. but she did.
then before i close the shop, there was this last customer. he came in and i know i am in for "trouble". because he likes to talk a lot. and is alot of rubbish. [fyi, i was still in a terrible mood] anywayz, he talk for a few mins then ask why havent close shop, how come boss nvr come. why morning aint me working etc.. at that pt, i really feel like telling him "cld u just take ur stuff and leave" arghz... so bad of me. but i really felt irritated. after taking his mag and paying up for it, he started asking Qns like tml no sch etc... omg.. i feel like fainting. but i ignore him. rude i might be. but i am really tired le.
today is really an "eventful" day for me. got good and bad. maybe i am just tired already during work. BUT tml will definitely a better day. coz they are not worth me frowning which will make me become older faster. gonna sleep le. nitez.

today is the friday le.. about to go home soon. Yeahz! but dunno what to eat... at home never cook. peng siong will be going home with me today.. hehe. so long nvr go home with him le. he is like a big brother that is also kinda childish but thinks he is very very mature.. haha. ok.. have to write this blog fast.. time is running out..
did i mention in my previous blog that me and that friend of mine is ok le? haha.. anywayz, we are ok le. very happy tat we are bahz.. coz to me friends are very important. likewise, i also dun wanna lose that friend...
did not do much stuffs the whole week in fypj.. haiz.. still at login page.. cldnt even get the login page running. really slack. angry and sad for myself... no motivation. keep thinking of enjoying.. suddenly stuck. dunno what to write... haha.. make lotsa new friends during this fypj. yupz! very nice friends too... very happy. ^.^ i really enjoy everyday of my life.. and i really felt very fortunate. hmmm... have to go le. maybe i will continue my blog when i get home...

yeahz.. this is one of the days whereby i reach home early. ^.^Y sadly to say today cannot see the sunset. but here in my room is very windy. so cooling... hehe.
went to eat Kenny Rogers at suntec with Watch and Ben yesterday. it was very nice. though our threesome combi seems a little weird. but it was kinda fun and the food is nice as usual... hehe. trying to type as softly as i could.. coz my brother is now sleeping in my room. he went to a friend's hse to ton yesterday therefore i was able to use the comp until 1 am.. =) hmmmz.. that doesnt seems to be the point. the point is. Guess he was tired so he is sleeping right now... he looks like an innocent child when he was sleeping. though he had already grow up but to me, he will alwayz be the most adorable, innocent, mischievous and lovable brother. [oops... sounds like wat parents will say to their child... haha] but my brother is really the cutest guy to me. of course still got Nick Shen Wei Jun lahz.. but my brother win him by a little. wahahahz.
still kinda feeling sad over wat happen to me and my friend. maybe i still need some time... but i am sure everything will soon be OK and maybe we will understand each other more... coz we learnt from experience mahz.. ^.-
tml a friend will be having another checkup or izzit a test. hmmmz... dunno wat izzit exactly called. but i wish him lotsa luck and that he give it his best shot. yupz. he will be fine de. so Jia you! ^.^
ok.. gonna stop here for now. dun wanna wake my brother up.. tata (",)

hmmmz.. now in fypj le.. been slacking since 8.30. everyone is doing sumthing. but me, i am like slacking. still having a runnynose... hope i will be better because the last thing i want is to pass my flu to others..
kinda disappointed with the friend that i mention in the previous post... dun feel like explaining anything or talking le. can say kinda give up. thought i could help this friend to be more confident and to live a happy life. but i think i am still not up to it. to this friend of mine, what i did was "wei qu" and that i am forcing myself. [which i am not...] and to this friend, what ppl do is not worth it. i am kinda tired le. dunno what else can i do for my friend. maybe i will just take a break for now.. tata..

got home 1 hour ago. had my shower, tidied the house a little coz it looks kinda messy.. and now i am having my dinner. [Mac Foldover] =) got to see the sunset today from my room. it was beautiful. wondered why i did not notice such beautiful view. *Ah choo... haiz.. the weather is very bad lately. suddenly cold. suddenly hot. have been sneezing the whole day. think my nose gonna drop off soon.. hahaz. hope i dun pass to any of my friends... =(
think i kinda grow up a little lately. haha. though some may still disagree. but is true.. at least i felt it. now i am more happy go lucky bahz. i am still slowly learning though. maybe lately i saw lotsa not very nice things happening around me. so i begin to feel how fortunate i am. i have such wonderful family. my ever so lovely mother, my adorable brother and my dad who adores me the most. [but hopefully he do feel the same to my brother and mummy too..] and not forgetting all my wonderful friends. though we are all so buzy with each other stuffs, but all of u are still so wonderful. i cant imagine if i dun have all of them.... [gosh.. getting emotional liaoz.. hahaz. =p]
today a friend of mine went for some checkup. think he dun feel like talking abt it when i ask how was the checkup. but nevertheless, i hope he will be better. so that we can play badminton again... hehe. hmmmz. not hope. is i am sure he will be better de. ^.^
i got to know a friend some time ago and this friend of mine is alwayz saying "Sorry". sounds like me ehz? haha. at first i dun really talk to this friend. but gradually i begin finding myself wanting to talk. not because that friend's friend ask me to talk. but i just feel like talking. but i guess this friend of mine misunderstood me le. maybe this friend thinks that i am pitying a friend so i decided to talk or the friend call me to talk and that i feel "wei qu"... though i said "ok. understand" but i dun feel that way. but since this friend of mine prefer me to be like last time. then i guess i will just be last time. maybe i will explain to this friend next time that i talk coz i want to and not because i was force to or i pity anyone.
haiz.. now feeling better le. dun really sneeze that much. maybe i am concentrating on my foldover.. hahaz. ok. that's all for today. tata ^.^Y

this week is already week 6. soon next week will be week 7 and i got nothing to present. dunno wat to present. wanna do the proj but dunno how to do. HATE this feeling. the useless feeling. So angry with myself... poor teammate of mine. feel so sorry towards him. i alwayz like very fierce with him de. he is really a nice chap. alwayz give way to me. i really very lousy. hate myself when i am like this. i wanna be the happy go lucky gal. but yet, on the other hand i am those who cannot take things easy. cant even manage my own emotions how to consult people? Ha. Dream on manz.
i must not take things for granted anymore. must not take ppl for granted. muz not take everything for granted.
Li hui wanted to watch movie later. but i am lazy and dun feel like watching movie. felt so bad towards her coz she alwayz will accompany me whenever i wanna do sumthing. yet now.... juz only watch a movie also so hard for me. though she dun say and seems like she dun mind. but seriously, she shld juz leave me alone, hack care abt me. coz i am such a lousy friend to her..
wanna get back to do my proj. but the thought that i dunno how to do shuns me off.. haiz. think even if i dun feel like doing, looking at the codes also can bahz. maybe some miracles will happen..

today after work i went to my friend's Chinese Orchestra at NUS. hehe. a great experience for me. first time i went to a CO concert and it is so cool. with all the instruments that i have never seen b4. anywayz, is cool. yeahz! ^.^ so glad my friend invited me to go...
today aint a very nice day for me at work.. there's this rude gal who is around 12 or 13. she came to return books [actually is more of a "throw" the books on the counter]. i was kind enough to tell her that it is overdue and that i have to deduct a certain amt. so while i was counting how much should i deduct she cut me off and say "forget it. i am not returning. " i understand is kinda not worth to return it because the amount she will get back is very little. but at least she can be slightly more polite and not just snatch the book and walk away. who do she thinks she is?!?! haiz... teenagers now a days are getting worst. worst than us... my gosh. haiz.. feel sad for them...
lately i am very naughty once again. teasing ppl. behaving like a spoilt kid. haiz.. i am just as bad. anywayz, i am alwayz saying and doing things that i dun mean it and did not want to do it. come to of it, when ppl call me "xiao mei mei" is rather suitable for me. coz i still sulk and behave like a kid that want ppl to "teng". when will i become a "da jie jie" then ppl will start calling me "da jie"?? wahahaz. but "da jie" does not seems suitable for me either. coz everytime i says that. ppl will juz "Ha!" laugh at me as if that's the joke of the day thinging... =.=
hmmmz.. ok. guess i have to stop now.. coz my brother wanna use le. [he is not commanding me to let him use the comp orhz. is coz i wanna sleep le.] hehe. nitez~ >",<

just got back from work... encountered some interesting things today during work. saw a 2 guys with ear piercing. maybe that's not very surprising. but his earring is as big as a 50 cent coin!! u might even think that he actually use a 50 cent coin as his earring... haha. but that's impossible lahz. juz being lame. second thing. there's this gal that i saw who looks like... Jennifer Aniston!! but the little gal's face is a little rounder.her features. actions. they way she frown. everything. my gosh!! lastly. there's this cute little gal with big eyes, small nose, long eye lashes, chubby cheeks and short fringe who alwayz likes to climb up the ladder-chair in our shop whenever her mummy come to rent books. today she passes the shop and she wave at me. so cute... too bad her mummy didnt come into the shop to rent books. but she was still looking down and waving to me when she was going up the escalator. so cute!!!! haiz... how i wish my daughter will be as cute and pretty as her next time... [oops... a bit far-fetched ehz? wahahaz.. =P]
today 3 of my frenz left Singapore for Taiwan for some mission. think if they pass the test in Taiwan they will get some badge or wat de. anywayz, they will be away for 24 days. hope they buy sumthing for me from there... hehe. nahz.. hope they will Jia You for their mission. Yeahz!! ^.^Y hahaz.
hmmmz.. gonna sleep soon le. lately had been sleeping quite early maybe because everyone are so buzy that they seldom online. so i will just take this chance to sleep early. hehe... i am panda no more! ^^v nitey nitez!! (",)

today is the 4th day of week 5. had been rather lazy and supposingly buzy lately. should have already started on our project but our group just realise that we havent even set up the environment proper. haiz... think we are kinda lagging behind. hope we can do as much as possible so that during week 7 we wld have sumthing to present... sobz. so sad. Gary [1 of my fypj teammate] will be doing another project le. that meanz he wun be in the same group as us to "bing jian zuo zhan" with us le... *sobz... haha. but we will still Jia You de! ^.^
lately everyone had been so busy that i feel so sianz. Li hui and the rest are still as busy as usual... therefore i had more time to "hu si luan xiang". dunno why, but i felt that everytime when one person want sumthing, it is alwayz so hard to achieve. but when they dun want it, everything will just appear right infront of ya. therefore i have decided to play hard for everything. wahhahz. then maybe i will get what i want? hahaz. *dreaming once again...
guess i will go sleep early today so that i can get rid of my panda eyes.. hahaz. nitey nitez! ^.^Y

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