if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Monday, June 16, 2008



today is a busy day. went to apply for a one day job event at toys "r" us with the gals. then after, met daphne for lunch at shokoku at raffles city. the concept is something like marche whereby you order and the amount is stored in a card whereby you will pay once you finish dining. i do recommend this place. so people, please go try. but i suppose do not go on a weekend as it will be crowded..

after lunch with the gals, i met yvonne and her friends to play badminton. =) it was quite fun and it had been some time since i last played badminton.. =) hope i can get to play more badminton this holiday before school start. not forgetting roller blading. haha..

had kickboxing lesson in the evening.. both me and daphne wasn't very efficient this time round.. haha.. kept skipping classes.. *notti gals.. haha.. but is great to workout. a form of destress and hopefully to lose weight.. =)

overall today.. had almost 3 continuous hours of non-stop exercise.. hopefully i lose some weight. but then again, with tiramisu as dinner.. i doubt so.. haha..

hmm.. things weren't that smooth going on my way home though. because i was feeling a little tired of walking thus, i decided to take a bus home after lesson instead of the train. as it would save me some walking distance.. but, i supposed my feet were feeling tired so i kind of lost balance on the double decker bus while trying to avoid a kid who was changing seats while the bus was moving. hmm.. was rather embarrassed at the fact that i lost my balance.. sigh. so i rushed down the steps hoping to get off at my stop before the door closed but.. unlucky me, the bus moved and the driver did not stop.. maybe because i didn't react fast enough in pressing the bell once again.. in the end, i walked a longer distance back home which is something i wanted to avoid.. such bad luck.. sigh

putting the unhappy things aside, wanna wish daphne.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha.. hope you like the presents and the homemade cookies.. sincere enough bah? haha.. best wishes and hope you enjoyed yourself! =)

signing out... 10.32pm


Friday, June 13, 2008

sinful week, sinful meals

have been eating non stop lately. until my mummy have to ask me to stop. haha.. met peiying and shuhui on wednesday for dinner at cafe cartel, marina square. was really a sinful night. had chicken and mushroom macaroni with cheese (think that is what it was called) as well as fries as a side and new york cheese cake for dessert. omg!! i think i put on weight!! did i mentioned that i had one big cup of mint ice-cream with chocolate chips during dinner with yvonne on tuesday?? that was fabulous!! but... sinful to the core.. but... well.. good food are worth the kilograms... NOT. haha..

well.. to fight that.. i shall be playing badminton with yvonne and her friends as well as kickboxing class on monday. maybe i will consider going to the gym with melissa during the weekends too. haha.. okay.. friends having exams would say this is so happening.. but fret not!! it will soon be your turn and i will be the one green with envy!!

hmm.. yet to really find a job. think i will just find some jobs that only requires me to work a couple of days. allowing me to concentrate in clearing up my room. hopefully. haha..

okie. what i did yesterday. basically, i washed a couple of my soft toys. hang it out on the bamboo and my mum say that they look like dumplings =.= *angry (they are my precious soft toys loh. what dumplings!! - okay. childish) anyway, they look so clean now. shall post up some photos if i ain't lazy.. haha.. spend the rest of my day watching anime. - prince of tennis and playing "theme hospital" - a very very old game. when suddenly, an idiotic flying cockroach flew into the room. damn. i really hate cockroaches. especially those flying type. scare the hell out of me that i have to stop my game and it totally gives me the creep. sigh.. still recovering from it. but shall do stuffs that i like (POT) that will keep my mind off it. haha.. opportunity to sleep late!! =p

that's all.. shall start shopping for a nice notebook to jot down my stuffs. hmm.. so many things to buy and do and it all seems to involve money.. sigh..

signing out... 1.30am


Wednesday, June 11, 2008



met up with yvonne this evening for a simple dinner and catching up. =) everything was simple. had dinner at "changing appetite" and window shopping. time really flies. we both graduated from 3rd year, known each other for about 6 - 7years, our little brother are all grown up. haha. i am growing older. Zzz..

anywayz...

hope you will stay cheerful and positive always. dun give up. all the best! if there's anything feel free to find me okie? waiting to go roller blading, tennis and badminton with you =)

signing out... 2.16am


Sunday, June 08, 2008

exams -> screwed up -> but over!! =)

yuppie!! exams ended!! the long awaited sunday had arrived.. =)

exams was totally screwed up this semester. reason, i suppose is my bad study plan. i should not keep jumping modules. studying cognitive neuroscience and psychopathology during the first week and social psychology during the last few days. on top of that, i separated my cognitive and abnorm in a way whereby when i am home, i would read cognitive, outside, i would read abnorm. come to think of it, i was quite retarded to do that. well.. there goes my chance. *sad*

current focus, look for a job. think of whether to continue 4th year. if so, they say have to start thinking of topic. plus.. i wanna enjoy my holiday. the way i want it. i wanna play lots of sports, slack, throw all my stuffs away (tidy room), visit friends, bake pastries etc etc....... hmmm... great! suddenly it seems like squeezing in time for a job seems rather impossible. haha.. well.. all these can only be done with a precondition. but. it can be done. (dun understand? nvm. =p )

actually i had lots to write. but think i am lazy. feel like stopping now. =p

well, before i end.. a few thanks and such.

thank you to all that had been with me during my exams period. you know who you are. especially jocelyn. listening to me when i am extremely down (was disaster. ashamed =p). the rest of the gals and eric and etc etc..
good luck to all that is having exams soon. jiayou.. best of luck!!

have fun to all those going overseas. *sobx* *envy* haha.. enjoy orhz. hope next time we can all go together!!

looking forward to celeste coming back.. then we can talk rot.. hee..

i suppose that is all.. hope time pass a little faster for today.....

signing out.. 11.59am



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