if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, December 28, 2009

still angry

my brother is still angry with me..

plus other things..

but that doesn't matter. just sad he is angry.

signing out... 11.42am

sad ='(

sad. very sad.

brother is still angry with me.

for being

childish.

signing out... 10.21am

Thursday, December 24, 2009

christmas eve

christmas eve is about to come to the end..

soon it will be christmas.. *smile.

this year christmas seems to come too soon. or izzit my mood for christmas ain't that great this year.

didn't get ready any presents. never put up the christmas tree (i am always the only enthu person to put up the christmas tress and the one to keep the tree. zzz)

well, i dun think i had been a good gal this year. so i didn't ask santa to send me some present. =( unlike last year...

this year is full of doubts, thinking of oneself, making ppl ard sad, making myself sad. so i do not deserve any present from santa..

well.....

dear santa, if you have any extra gifts, i dun mind if you drop it into my window. ^^

signing out... 11.58pm

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

new blog skin

yeah!

i am done with my new skin ^^

current location: airport (*^-^*)v

it was actually quite fast to change the codes. thanks to those who designed the blog skin. the hardest part was to choose a nice skin! keke..

anyway, i finally chose one. though my favourite is still the previous one. with all the shiny blue "stars" as the background. however, as it can no longer be seen.. so i have no choice. but!! i am definitely not a person who like changes. you can say i am old-fashion? hee..

nothing can make me really sad for long. cos i have my dramas, and especially my friends. though most of the time i am very sorry to them cos of my weird and ever changing temper...... one moment cold, one moment hot. sorry..

haven't had the chance to thank melissa. a few weeks ago.. she treated me to fish and co! yup.. though it was belated. but i still appreciated alot. becos she really make an effort. thank you melissa and sorry i haven't been meeting you =(

thank you to shu hui to. cos right after she reached singapore, she met up with me. *my request

shall stop here. now i am going to chiong to imm and then back home.. really want to go for the F.T island fan meeting. but not sure whether there any tickets left. is cos of my procrastination, my undecideable (is there such a word?) character, i have to make my way there now on my own.. sigh..

will be changing some font on my blog when i have time and to update more information.

see ya then..

signing out... 6.16pm

Monday, December 21, 2009

different

dun understand why there's SEEM to have tons of things to do always.

but it just SEEM to have tones of things to do.

suddenly, one word pop up. "lousy"

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updates, what had changed after i turn 24. actually nothing much =) except i can no longer be a kid. no longer the youngest in class.

hmm, maybe i had grown stronger. ^^ i am no longer afraid of the dark. some time back the night star light beside my bed decided to stop working. felt sad for a while as i really love the night light - it's star shaped.. and it lights up the dark room of mine. however,

it had now turn black and i could not see anything clearly anymore.

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signing out... 3.54pm