if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

sinful tuesday

tuesday is always the most sinful day of the week. last tuesday after watching the movie 300, i had char kway tiao for dinner and andersen denmark ice-cream for dessert. and just yesterday, i celebrated 2 birthday. one of them is my long long buddy - grace. so i had an ice-cream cake in the afternoon (tea break) and a huge slice of coffee club's blackcurrent cake.

i was totally wore out yesterday when i got home. my feet was aching because it has been a long time since i wore my heels (rather short though) for one whole day (as in morning till night) and walking here and there. yesterday was also my first time going to the cathay. the cathay cinema that is behind plaza singapura. though many of the shops are not opened, but the whole shopping center is rather big. the theater that me and my uni frenz went in was also very very grand! yup. we went to watch Mr Bean's Holiday. it was really funny and rather stupid as usual. i think it is worth to watch the movie. especially when one is rather stress. the next show that i am looking forward is spiderman 3 and pirates of the caribbean 3.

hmm.. today i went to class. as usual. nothing very special. very soon it is going to be april. there is lots of things i want to do and that is not started. lately been feeling that time is running out. kinda feel that i have wasted a couple of years doing nothing that is meaningful. picturing and planning a life that i would like to have. still no clue. but it is the beginning. i suppose.

Friday, March 16, 2007

many many thoughts

school has started. but i am not geared up to study. been busy with many things. but just could not list out what am i busy with.

whenever i am confused. i will start talking nonsense and laugh it off. just like now. =)

lately been learning how to draw a line. when exactly should a line be drawn? how is it suppose to be drawn. different people have different definition of drawing a line. so when exactly does compromise comes in?

what to do when one feels tired? run? listen to music? or..?

i think i should start picking up a hobby again. keeping myself busy or doing sports is a great way to relax bah.. ^-^

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

long awaited meeting

yesterday was a sinful but memorable day. because i met a friend whom i last saw when 5 years ago. hmm.. or was it 6 years.. haha. anyway, known her for about 6 years? it is as if we attended the same primary school. haha. (shan't be too mysterious as to who it is.) yvonne and i met during a holiday trip to new zealand. remembered i was sec 3 then. SEC 3!! can u imagine. though we only started talking the last few days of the trip, but i suppose it was fate because we kinda click immediately. (yvonne.. why we didn't start talking the first few days?! haha..) we use to write lots of letters to each other. haha.. think the last time we met was when i was still staying at woodlands. she came all the way from bedok (was it bedok?) to woodlands to meet me.. gee.. and i still remember she gave me a forever friend bear for my birthday.. hee.. *touched

well, so i met yvonne yesterday at ang mo kio hub. (aft the many years since we last met..) we had a sinful lunch plus ice-cream during tea time. haha.. i finally get to play the mario game again!! been wanting to play the game since my exam was over. had a good arm exercise as well because of the basketball game and time crisis2. that explains why my arm was aching when i woke up this morning. haha. really enjoyed myself.

let's meet up more often again okie? =)

Monday, March 05, 2007

first day of school

gee.. my title sounds like i am a primary school kid writing a composition on - my first day of school. haha.. anyway, nothing much during the first day in school. the mood to "fight on" in studies is still not burning inside me. then again, when did it ever really burn inside me? haha..

am still in a holiday mood despite school has already started. well.. as according to wat my fren would always say.. "Chill~~~" haha.. (you know urself.. :p) today's lecture was rather boring. the lecturer seems to be rather "into" himself.. in what sense? hmm.. it seems like he prefer to give talk more about himself than the lecture itself.. so in the end, it ended at 12 noon sharp. instead of an earlier timing (given that there's only 28 slides.. !?!?!).. well, just hope that we get our lecture notes asap.. else, i dun think i will get started.. hehe.

Friday, March 02, 2007

happie happie day

today is a happie day. why? because my brother took back his A-level results!! yeah.. so...? i feel that he did really well.. though he dun think so because of one subject. but overall.. i am very proud of him!! but then again.. i think i can predict him asking me to study hard. that's what happened during my semester holiday.. but because our frequency is different.. when he say study, it means to read books. on the other hand, my "study" is to watch vcd.. wahaha.. *lame.

hmm.. after this weekend, it will be my new semester le. dunno why but feel so afraid of it.. maybe this new semester is a whole new term and the modules are getting harder.. so felt like running away from it by wishing that holiday can be extended.. *avoiding reality.

well.. what's coming cannot be avoided. so i shall focus on the path infront of me. eat more and grow tall before it's too late. jiayou!! ^-^v

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Holiday ending

Feeling rather sad now.. sad that my holiday is ending soon. sobx. counting down the number of days.. hmm.. 3 more days and i have to head back to school.. :(

hmm.. despite the sad thought of going back to school.. i am actually rather happy during this holiday. why? i must be mad because this whole holiday i have been stuck at home except during chinese new year and maybe today. but.. i am happy because despite staying at home, i get to do things that i like!! watch vcd!! wahaha.. the feelings to describe this term's holiday is - 满足感. yeah! ^-^V maybe i watch the vcd so now i am behaving like i am not 21. but... its good to think young mahz.. right? right? right? haha.. anyway, since holiday is about to end soon, i decided i shall make full use of the last few days just like i am planning to make full use of my life. (dun ask me how. i dunno yet... :p) bi jing, i am no longer young arhz.. (sounds contradicting) so must be more motivated and have a life of my own! hehe.. jiayou jiayou!!

hmm.. ok le.. stop here for now.. if i have the mood i shall tidy my room a lil lil bah.. hehe.. ^-^v