if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Addiction

Argh.. i am totally addicted to Princess Hours (Goong - Ye Man Wang Fei).. Argh.... someone help.. i needa get myself settled down and stop thinking about the show before school starts in 2 weeks.. waiting for the price of the vcd to drop so that i can buy and keep.. hehe.. think i am making everyone mad around me cos i can't stop saying how much i like the show and how nice it is.. haha.. *ppl.. just bear with me these few weeks okie? =]

today i went shopping and dinner with my sec school girl friends.. and i bought a dress.. wahahaha.. planned to wear it on my birthday celebration.. but somehow the dress dun really suits the occasion.. so i will save it for another day.. hehe..

talking about birthday.. i am kinda looking forward to my birthday..maybe cos now i got a location to celebrate.. many ask what i want.. seriously.. i dunno.. but i know i hope that the celebration turns out fun and surprising.. what's most important is.. everyone enjoys it too!! am i thinking too simple? haha..

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

today is a busy day.. started off with accompanying my mum to the market then vaccume and mop the floor.. throw the clothes into the washing machine.. tidy up the wires behind the computer.. was like doing puzzle cos it is all tangled up.. and blogging as i am installing my microsoft words etc.. haix.. my mum says i must as well stay at home and do the housework no need study.. gee.. though she was kidding. but maybe she is right.. i seems like wasting her money studying.. so... haix..

yesterday was my first and last exam paper for the semester (cos i only have 1 module). it was totally screwed up... but i admit it got screwed up because i didn't study and just enter the hall with nothing in my brain.. not even feeling any nervous.. weirdo me.. had abt 1 week to study.. drew up a plan as to what to study everyday.. in the end, the plan seems useless.. cos i did not follow it at all.. only started to get in the mood 1 night before the paper.. double haix.. but still.. its my fault..

now the next thing is to think about how am i going to celebrate my birthday.. from excited to bothered.. at first it seems like going to be fun.. but then now it seems like why am i celebrating.. it seems such a hassle to prepare everything and eventually.. it will seems like just a gathering... so what's the main purpose everyone celebrate.. hmm.. i still dunno.. but i guess i will go on with it.. cos that's what my heart say i want to though my brain says what for.. =/

school will be starting again in 2 weeks time.. want to find some part time job.. but i will be taking 3 modules out of 4 next sem.. i could not even cope with my current 1 module.. i wonder how am i going to survive with 3.. further more.. + a part time job.. but.. i need it because i really dun want to take any allowance from my parents so... haix..

think the next thing i am going to do today is tidy my room and just keep myself busy + pray hard i will pass my exam.. i dun wanna be like last time.. dun wanna fail. dun wanna just pass..