Merhaba (hello in turkish)! saying hi all the way from antalya.

currently using the computer here which is really difficult to type and not very cheap. so far so good. been to many places. and glad that my presentation was over. think i did well. but alot to learn when i am back.

hope everyone is doing good. i want to go home. am missing singapore, friends, everyone. want to korea too.. kk.. out of point..

anyway, will be back soon. do takecare and see everyone of ya soon!

hugx.. Allahaismarladik (goodbye)

more updates will be soon when i am back.. (ö)v

signing out... 1.00pm (turkish time), 6.00pm (singapore time)

arghz.. i dun wanna leave................................. dun wanna go...........

hiyee to all,

sigh..

ello!

yesterday i am very unhappy....

i had tuition with 3 students. and all nearly killed me..

1st. unhappy cos i didn't gave her stamps (which they collect to exchange for something) when i usually does. but is a form of motivation and not something that is necessity. her reply in the end was, 早知道就不要做 another meaning is also, wasting time.

2nd. mum went out. lost concentration. bargain. dun want to do this and that in class. want to do at home. but 99% it will come back undone. always the case. thus, I changed course. let him do something easier. but take me for granted. did the work shabbily.. and when i said i will have to tell the mum. throw temper. cry (angry cry). slam the door, tear and throw assessment book.

3rd. thought would be the easiest. but i nearly cried teaching. did not focus, day dream, stare blankly, dun even response whenever i asked question. could not even answer what is 20 divide by 5. either not concentrating or already dreaming.

but i shall tolerate. tolerate. tolerate so as to survive, so as to sustain.

gambatte. hwaiting!

sigh =/

signing out... 12.37am

hello!

i rarely blog in the noon~ today however i had the chance to rest before going for my tuition. supposingly to have do some work at kumon but was cancelled..


yesterday was a happy day. although i had some problem with 2 mums at kumon. one just having some bad mood and felt we did not ask her child to do his work (we did but it also depends on the child... =.=) the other suspected my ability in coaching her son chinese... well. all these doesn't matter because i get to meet my uni friends after all my work and also cos the new student i am teaching is for once happy to be learning chinese... ^^

~continue from noon~

i fell asleep halfway through while typing and had to rush for my tuition so here i am typing once again before i sleep. somehow, my attention is not really good lately (it had never been good. now worst).. i tend to get very very tired easily. symptoms of overworking?

anyway, i met lihui for dinner after tuition. meeting with friends really makes me happy. we ate lots. after dinner we continued eating cos we were super tempted by the food fair at amk hub.. haha.. so it was second round of eating and i am having even more serious indigestion right now~
but it was really really fun to be out with friends. hanging out, chatting, catching up on what's happening. do hope i can have more of these times with all my friends =)

currently i am reflecting about myself. how i am always late, how i never get things done and is always last minute. am trying to work to be a better time management person. just slightly better, improving everyday would be good. lastly, i really enjoyed teaching the korean student and the mother, although it is tough.. however, i dun wanna be a teacher as a career. no particular reason. but at this point of time i dun.. teacher is a very challenging and difficult job cos teacher is like a role model to students. i am not capable of such. as of yet...

okay. that's about it. wrap up some more work and watch my anime before sleep..

lastly, introducing another korean group: snsd (girls generation).. ^_^






signing out... 11.53pm

i might have overworked myself~

though i am just purely working part time and not really earning much. hourly pay... but i think i really am working too much.. at least for the last two days. i had been working over 10 hours. either 10am - 10pm or 10am - 9pm... today, more than half my day is also spend working...

i hardly had the time to do other important stuffs. searching for a job...............

today (thursday) is another day of long hours starting from 10am. feeling very sick in the stomach. had been feeling that way for almost 1 week... but once again, hardly have the time to see doctor. and dun want to......

so, i shall try sleeping early now.. and hope i wake up early and not be late~~

goodnight to all. sleep early..

signing out... 12.15am

just watched naruto. and now i am having a headache..... cos i cried too hard. =p i have a weakness whenever i see someone die. as in, when i gotta know someone passed away or when the drama / anime / shows showed someone passed away. be in human or animals. i will cry... and when i cry too hard. i will get a headache......

silly me right?

i haven't been active in getting a job. however, i am feeling rather stress in not having one... every day i am getting older......

is really time to buck up. will it just be words or will there be any actions...

lastly, am still having problems with youtube and am getting super irritated. plus, i just can't seem to find a variety show - let's go dream team. and i am feeling frustrated with this as well.... but oh well, i suppose it just means, i should really REALLY buck up.... but if i can have some help in solving the youtube problem, i will really appreciate... ^_^

signing out... 11.14pm

oh yes. i forgotten to mention.

am having lots of trouble with youtube ever since a new layout was intro.

i just can't seem to load the videos......... and i had to keep refreshing and closing the browser. though i had search in the forum for help (disabling cookies) but am still having the problem on and off..

it is just soooooooooo irritating...

sigh

signing out... 12.08am

hello ello hiyee!

today is really a cooling day. really great for sleeping!! however, i am having indigestion that i can't get to sleep........ zzzz.....

everyone is working hard. my brother especially. what about me?

was thinking alot alot yesterday. and suddenly several thoughts came to me.

when one gain something, they tend to lose something.
sometimes there is no need to express oneself too much... especially the negative ones.. cos nothing really changes even if it is said...
dun say too much about the future either. until it is achieved....

once again, those are just some randomness of me thinking too much..

time to sleep.. nite nite~

signing out... 11.56pm

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