if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, November 30, 2009

last day of november

location: home

today is the last day of november. time passes so fast. tml gonna be december and soon, it will be year 2010.

currently i am still jobless (no full time job). however, have lots of thoughts (can also be define as dreams) on what i want (hope to want) in the future. however, no actions are done as of yet. reason: unable to define.

as time passes by, people also come and go. i suppose to many i also come and go. (sorry).

what's the next step? ain't sure. but at least i know i have to go kumon to work later =D

hmm..

hope december will be a great month. december = christmas! ^_^

and hope i can achieve more things during this december.

fighting!

signing out... 1.59pm

Monday, November 23, 2009

birthday celeberation 09

hiyee.. i am back! ^^

some updates of my birthday celebration... =)

even though i did not get to celeberate the way i wished to - with of my poly classmates, but i am still very happy as the celeration turns out to be better than what i thought to be. ^_^v

on the 14th nov - i met up with my poly classmates. yup. the 3 of my buddies (lihui, peifeng, celeste) whom i went genting with beginning of august.. met up to play boardgames at minds cafe. that's when i got addicted and even right now, i am thinking when can i go again!! haha.. especially now that Funan IT mall is having opening discount for their new outlet till the end of this month! though we did not managed to take any photos on that day, but we managed to capture a few using pf's polaroid... me want a polaroid too.. cos it seems cool! haha.. however, i think to use the polaroid, one must be rather skill to hold the cam. steady. else it will be a waste! hmm.. the presents they gave me................ haha.. super happy!!! =p is everything about..... SUPER JUNIOR!! woohoo.. super junior file, super junior poker cards. and a dancing bear. super cute.. ^_^ seems a lil too old to have idols but..................... love super junior!! haha..

next, on the 17th nov, i had two celeberation. first was with my uni buddies. jocelyn, daphne and kaiting. diana had to work so she did not join us. amber still in australia.. but am sure will meet up soon. currently the 4 of us (joc, dap, & kt) we are working on one big big big project. had been on it for more than a month, met up almost more than 5 times. hopefully will finish it by this friday.. keke.. well, back to wat we did. first, we had lunch at watami - a jap restaurant at orchard ion which had food that was yummy and affordable. Affordable - not too expensive (<>

at night, i met up with my sec school friends. we are buddies for 11 years and great team mates. what i missed most is the time we played badminton and skip a few lesson for tournaments. ha. notti girl i am! we had dinner at Xin Wang Cafe at yishun northpoint (grace's fav) and they bought me a small lil cake - cookies and cream!

on the day itself - 18th november, my family celeberated my birthday. all my friends would know how busy my brother is. especially now is the exam period. but i am super touched and glad that he still spend some time to help me celeberate and take pictures for me. he is really matured, sensible and thoughtful as compared to last time. my brother is the most important person to me. and i wish him best of luck for his upcoming exam this week. he studied real hard for it and i hope he gets the grades that he wants.

overall, i am really pleased with my birthday celeberation. to my poly buddies- what made me most happy (besides super junior =p kidding) was that the four of us were together as one once again and all the misunderstandings between friends were resolved. This was what made me most happy. ^^v
to my uni buddies, despite the limited number of years we had known each other, and despite being the eldest among the group, i had always been showered with care and concern from the younger ones. especially jocelyn. super grateful to each and everyone of ya..
to my sec buddies - though lately there had been some problem that had yet to be resolved between me and another one of ya. but i am thankful that everything was not so awkward that day. though i still wish the problem can be resolved soon.

lastly, to my love ones, my family. i wish every year i have my family to celeberate with me. even if it is just a simple cutting of the cake, singing of the song, have a quick dinner. i will be satisfied. as long as everyone is happy together. i am grateful to my brother for giving me some of his precious time and am especially grateful to be granted my wish of walking at orchard during christmas [cos christmas is one of my fav's season], taking photos of the christmas lightings. thankfully this year's christmas lightings were good =)

lastly, before i end off with photos, wanna say sorry to all my buddies if i ain't a good friend to ya & thank you for being patient with me, showing care, concern, love and helping me throughout the difficult journey i am facing. *hugx*

not forgetting to mention the birthday wishes from my friends, shu hui my childhood friend [meet up soon!!], friends whom i had not been good to, friends who are overseas [ben, seetwei, & watch] and meli..

am blessed with all of ya.. =) wishing everyone as happy as i am *^^*

poly classmates - celeste, pf, lihui, me ^^

present from poly classmates - poker cards... super junior!

super junior file

for fun i am putting a video of the dancing bear -

sry have to tilt ur head. didn't occure to me e dir. was wrong.. =p

present from uni classmates - necklace

cookies and cream cake - sec classmates

(L-R) jean, peiwen, me, grace

family - fresh fruit cake

deco in orchard

birthday card from watch

signing out... 11.35pm

Sunday, November 01, 2009

november *^_^*

it's the month of november! ^_^v

quite a number of my friends are november babies. like me. hee..

besides my birthday which is one of the event that i look forward every year, there's another festive season that i look forward alot alot.. talk about it later~

why do i like birthday....... i like the feeling of friends celebrating and meeting up together on this day. i like it when i have a lot of friends. it makes me happy~~ [maybe that's why i like super junior =p -- you wun understand~~~~ hahhaa!!]

anyway, i had always like my birthday. wanted to have one just like my 21st birthday. chalet, cycling, roller skating, bbq, games etc together......... but this year too poor... dun have enough to ask my friends for gathering etc... maybe next year. hopefully...

but!!! it's alright if this year's birthday is nothing special~ cos one other season that i like lots.

CHRISTMAS!!

really really love christmas~

a few days ago, IKEA send in their christmas catalog and it immediately got me into a "omg.. looking forward for christmas". wish i can fly off for christmas.. haha~~ *dreaming dreaming~~~*

anyway, tuition has finally all ended. a few more lessons here and there to make up 8 lessons for the month.

is time for me to have a good rest. actually i had enough rest everyday.. after a day of work, i will always end it off with super junior. *oops* them again. hahaha *^ ^* me am happy gal~~ =p

one interesting thing that happened lately is, one of my student's aunt is actually my primary school classmate. yeah. is that coincident. even till now, when i think back about it, i still could not really believe it.. i had noticed this lady [my primary sch friend] since i first taught bernice. she had two cute kids. well, i never did thought of asking whether it was her. cos in my heart, i dun believe there's such coincidence. until one day, i went over to my student's house to realise there was no tuition and was postponed, she called. asking if i was teaching her niece. and she had been wondering herself whether it was me for quite some time... till she finally confirmed after seeing my watch!! yup.. the watch that i had and still wearing it since primary school till now!! amazing and unbelievable things just happened.. so glad but yet so shy to talk to her or even sms her. cos the last time was during sec school when we were in the same class. from primary till secondary school...

well, that's about it for now..

hope novemember will be a good month for all.. my fav month~~

nite nite..... *^_^*v

signing out... 12.00am