morning didnt turn out well for me. it was gloomy at first and soon after, it started to pour. just like how i felt inside me. but special thanks to solid 1, a documentary i watched and the sun that is out now that made me felt relaxed and much cheerful. the CNA documentary, featuring on a lady who got breast cancer, made me felt enlightened. it made me realise how lucky i am to have a normal life and that even when she is diagnosed with such a illness she was still able to pull herself up and lead a cheerful life. so why can't i? like what solid 2 says, it is all within the mind. if i feel i am happy, i would be. during this documentary i also realise that even married couples have miscommunications at times (maybe due to the differences between male and female) whereby, the wife having the cancer hope that the husband do not remain quiet and say something that could encourage her or say that he still love her, but apparently, the husband does not because he felt that he do not know which words to use so as not to make her feel worst. i do not know how they resolve the communication in the end. maybe because they try to even out each other differences? but i suppose it is because of the love that bind them together that made them walk through the difficult times. no matter what, we are all happy being. so never think we are not. if one is unhappy do not stay at that point of unhappiness. even if one have to be thick skin to ask some others to cheer u up or encourage you. do so. because at least you are trying to be happy.


i do not know how different i am going to be from today onwards. but i definitely am looking forward to a happier me. i will work to be happier =) . so people.. please give me encouragement okie.. (thick skin) or remind me of what i blog today. am sure it will help me even more.. ^-^

my second post of the day. just within a few minutes after the first. seems to have a lot to say.


what is taking things for granted?


people tend to take things for granted when time passes. as if one is expecting the other to accept whatever that comes by. take things for granted in another word can be think. think this person will be ok. think this person will understand etc. well.. when people do not go an extra mile and just stop at a point because they think blah blah blah... it is also take things for granted.


i do not deny i myself also take things for granted all the times.


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woke up at 8 plus today. just could not seem to fall asleep. felt like a zombie. watched tv the whole of yesterday from 7pm - 12 midnight. trying not to think of anything. but this method no longer help. just can't help but think alot. so much that one cannot imagine.


i think all i need now is just a room of requirement. i think that will solve my problem..

finished my assignment. only for this week. decided to do something that is not related to study. a waste of time. but... i found this!!!!



glitter-graphics.com


cute....... haha..

assignment sucks.


especially when i dunno what i am reading and what is asked from me. dunno how to start plus tml is the deadline and there is two assignments to do and and and......


assignment just sucks..

yesterday was a fun day. had dinner with cs, rayson and qiuling. the first time we 4 went out together. it was really fun. an eye opener for me. learn lots of things. most importantly, cs kept his promise and brought me to a place i wanted to visit for some time. hmm.. wun go into details. but yup, it was fun. first time going out with cs friends. hopefully next time he can meet my friends too.. =)


nite nite..

went to watch "simpsons" on wed with my classmates. didnt thought that i would enjoy the movie. cos ain't really a big fan. but it turns out good. the show is rather short. but really funny. overall, i do enjoy the movie. encourage people who haven't watch to rent it when it is out. cos i think it is ending soon. =)


yesterday was national day. spend the whole day with my family and sneak out at night to meet cs. wahaha.. tried making tiramisu for the first time on my own. so far seems quite okie. hAha.. hopefully wun get stomachache.. =P


really want to find a tuition job. but it just seems like i do no have luck for that. maybe the kids dun need tuition at the moment. since it is almost end of the year. but next year going to be a busy semester. haix.. but luckily i still have the job at kumon. though the job is tedious and maybe the amount earn per hour is not worth the time. but i enjoyed the time spend with the kids. they are naughty as well as adorable. thus, sometimes you can't help to but not being angry with them. haha.. =)


so many things today. dunno where to start. btw, if anyone wants to buy savings policy from my mummy. please let me know. there is one that is quite good and it might be taken away from the company soon as the response is just too good..

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