hmmmz.. there goes my last week of FYPJ and soon i will be graduating. actually can say that i had already graduated. but just in case i fail my FY... *choi. touch wood. haha.. anywayz, was rather buzy the whole day. tried to finish my AES in the morning, went to bishan with meli, watch and gera for lunch. then came back to watch my friends play warcraft... haha. and lastly, chiong to burn cds... hahaha... but didnt manage to burn all... anyone who have Prince of Tennis, please tell me k.. haha. after FYPJ, all my lab mates and many other FY students went to Marina to have steamboat. it was really fun. haha. think i gonna grow fatter again. coz i just went to have Seoul Garden with meli and zhen zhen on Thursday... =.="
though FYPJ has ended, but i am not very happy as in really happy. definitely, there's a lil saddness in me. i will miss school, miss all my frenz for the past 3 years and those that i gotta know recently. in short, miss school life. because dunno whether i will be studying in a few years time not. haiz.. dunno wat does my future actually look like... *dun feel like writing le. sad sad. =(
but i will alwayz remember the happy times i had with my friends and motivate myself to lead my life happier each day. hahaha.
think i really bad in expressing myself or i really too tired to think what to write. haha. guess i will just end here.. if i aint lazy, i will definitely come in often to update.
Lastly, take care all my friends and miss ya lots... ^.^ keep in contact yeahz.

yawn.. is over midnight and i am feeling a lil tired... but yet, i dun wanna sleep. partly is because my hair is still wet..
met some old friends on sunday. desmond and tiong lee still looks the same. maybe slightly fitter since they are in ns for almost a year plus le? haha. desmond still have the same old character. alwayz thinking that he is right and shooting his mouth off. but despite that, he is a damn real nice friend. really nice. haha... hope can go out more often with them and calling ying ying, miao fang etc... yeapz. think it will be a nice gathering.
went to play badminton yesterday [18th] with li hui, celeste, peifeng and cs, rayson, qu jie etc... well, it was fun. kinda look forward for it. but think i am kinda bad. i like kept "bullying" them. well, if they do read, which i dun think it is possible, i am sorry. maybe too over excited le. but i really did enjoy myself lots... but while i was on my way home. got a lil frighten. because i was walking pass the bus stop that is near the station and a guy riding a bike rode pass me. but he kinda stop for a moment and turn around. aint a very big deal right. but the thing is when i was almost reaching the stairs that will led to my house, i saw him stop slightly further up near the mail box and looking back. then i thought he seems kinda weird. though a lil worried but i still continue walking up the stairs. upon reaching the top of the stairs i turn back and saw that he rode backwards and stop at the bottom of the stairs and he pick his bike up. i decided to quickly walk home but i was kinda impress that he actually caught up with me so fast. is like he ran up the stairs with his bike on his shoulders or wat de. when he started to call me i thought maybe is coz i drop sumthing. but seeing that he aint holding anything therefore i turn around and continue walking home. but he call me again and he ask for my number and ask to be friends. but i just told him i dun wanna give my number. he sorta pester for a while and i gradually became afraid. wanted to call "kid" to "save" me. haha. but i thought, nvm. i will solve it. i increase my speed and finally i turn and say. No. i wun give my number and continue walking faster and faster and soon i reach my lift. for a moment i thought he will go up too. but thank goodness he say ok and left... seems like the first time i encounter such thing. kinda scary maybe coz is rather late...
hmmm.. now i am kinda waiting. coz a friend say tat he is gonna send a mail. though i am curious to know what izzit. but yet kinda no courage to read it. fear that it will be sumthing bad... haiz. either i wait now or mayb i read later in the morning.. haiz.. dunno how.

today is saturday. woke up rather early today... arouund 9am... realise i havent been blogging for quite some time le... lately had been rather busy... with projects and some other matters..
the clock is ticking away but my project is still not halfway done.. getting worried.. yet still determine to do. but whenever i see myself arent able to type anything out, i just feel useless... this is still 1 thing i could not overcome... had been rather mean this whole week... said sumthing terrible on monday night. and the shocking msg came on tuesday... sumthing that i think i will remember forever? dunno will this matter ever be forgotten and hearts be healed. but just want say i am sorry. really sorry.
another mean thing that i have done is because of my lousy mood and my cant help it but feel useless thinking, i aint a very nice person the whole week... and all i want some peace... just wanna say sorry to my group mate yeahz. for my attitude. hope that he understand... hmmmz.. think i dun like to write unhappy stuffs bahz.. coz i cant think of anything to write. having a mental block kinda stuffs... haha. but no worries. i will be fine soon. ^.^Y may today be a great saturday for me.. haha ^.=

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