if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

wonderful day

had a great day yesterday. maybe because it was a day whereby i done nothing. haha. guilty? yes. but still, yesterday was a great day. hehe.

got back one of my module result. am quite surprised by the grade. but nonetheless, it was worth celebrating by giving myself a "one day free from study" (not that i do study the rest of the day =p) and a nice meal to accompany with. *Grin

met up for cs for lunch. went to Botak Jones at amk ave 5. many praises from outside sources that the food there were affordable and nice. so we decided to try out. am rather excited and happy because i got to walk around the neighbourhood which i used to spend my childhood. couple of changes. but stores that i am familiar with and frequent when i was a kid were still there. even the people remains. really missed the time when i was a kid and when i was still in primary school. anyway, back to the food. ordered the cajun chicken.. it was... not that bad. but i feel the chicken was a little too dry and they maybe should reduce the thickness. so that it would not taste so dry. the fries,which had chilli flakes sprinkled on top, they gave was really alot that i could not finish everything. cs could not helped me with it either because he was already bloated when he finished his. haha. overall, the food is worth the money because you would be really full by the time you finish three-quarter of your plate. on top of that, the meal ain't expensive. consider the huge portion you get. just that the chicken is little too dry. the fish and chip was nice though. heez..

well.. finally had something more pleasant to write. rather than sulky stuffs. =) though there is more to be said. but consider that it is 3am now. i should turn in before i become a panda. haha. nitey.. =]

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

2 sad things. first is my brother will be starting his bmt training soon. the house gonna be quiet. sobx.
second thing. said the wrong thing again. though whatever said wasn't meant like what others thought. but. the problem is when sentences do not go through the brain for processing, everything sounds wrong.

that's all today.

Monday, April 02, 2007

time flies

four years ago when i just stepped into poly, i didnt know that was the beginning. even though there were many setbacks. but the fact is. never give up. now that time fast forward, and that i am now in a higher education level, i still haven't learn to persevere and to face setbacks bravely.

not looking forward to the future anymore. cos it seems bleak to me. not looking because my brother will be enlisting next week and i am going to miss him alot. even though i know it is not as if he is going overseas for very long. he will be back every weekend but still, it is a great difference. not looking cos i have enough problems to handle and i do not have enough strength to continue if there is anymore coming up.
its been one month since i started school. there are lots of reading up to do. on top of that, all the essays guidelines are out. so it is time to work hard. but the motivation is still not there.

think i will just stop blogging for the time being as there is nothing much i want to say. life seems like a routine. nothing interesting. nothing exciting. when there are classes, i will just attend the 3hours lesson. trying to stay awake during the 3 hours. but yet coming out with full of question marks. it seems like i wasted 3 hours trying to keep awake. others might not believe. but i know it myself. the 3 years in poly and the 1 year in my current course. i really do feel i learn nothing. because i dun seems to remember whatever i study. sometimes i do not even have the impression. anyway, till i got something more interesting to say. i will stopped here. do not want my blog to be a punching bag as most of the entries are just my -ve thoughts.