yeahz. weekends is finally round the corner. today is one rare day whereby i am still awake and blogging. haha. had been sleeping rather early since i started work. like... around 11pm? consider early?? hehe. anywayz, here's to kinda update wat happen this whole week. nothing really that fantastic. is just as usual as every week.
monday i received an sms from my friend. seems like both of us got a lil misunderstanding. but somehow i just felt that is not as simple as misunderstanding. yet i couldnt really describe wat izzit. complex? then forget abt it!! haha. no point thinking and cracking the brain trying to figure out some happenings yeahz. will get old easily de orhz. haha. if u ask me whether i am happy to receive the sms, hmmmz... yeahz. but i should use the word glad. at least i know there is still hope in being friends. at least. not stranger. =)
met melissa on tuesday to kinda catch up with each other. =) went to bugis. had a quick dinner at MOS Burger. wanted to shop a lil. but the neoprint machine kinda caught our interest more. wahhahaz. anywayz, we went to take neoprints. was really fun and funny. and. it was a success. hehe. at least didnt really screw up like the other time. but kinda felt sad that we didnt really had time to design. at least me being the "kan chiong" spider was kinda excited until my brain aint thinking str8. so my design kinda... "boo" haha. but really enjoyed. ^.^
nothing much happen on wednesday. went home early for dinner.
TODAY!! hehe. please dun laugh at me k. haha. think i shld explain first. before telling ya wat izzit. hehe. i like suspense... =P not that i am intending to do it. but... i just felt that is kinda essential to at least know the basic. i mean one day all gals needs it you see. some impt functions or wat. well, today me and another 2 of my friends [peifeng and celeste] and ryan's sister attended a makeup course. ok. i will just give ya 5 sec to laugh. haha. but we only learn the basic. like foundation, putting powder, drawing the brows and eyes, do the cheeks and the lips. all these within 2 hrs. aint a very long time yeahz. look a lil different. but not that obvious. maybe the eyes were a lil different for me. haha. really think is impt to know at least the basic. and being so lazy, i doubt i will even put on makeup to work even if i know. haha. unless impt functions like wedding. haha. so, if wanna see me with makeup, quickly get married. haha. ok. that was nonsense. haha. maybe coz last fri i attended a friend's wedding therefore i still aint out of the mood yet. haha. think i gotta stop here. is past midnight. really dun wanna be caught falling asleep in the company again. haha. take care. tata. ^.^

lately have been blogging quite a few times. maybe just bored bahz. but still ok. just kinda tired with work. not physically tired. but mentally tired. most of my friends had started work. lesser people viewing blogs and updating their blogs. anywayz, my blog title sounds a lil weird right? haha. end of 1st weekend meanz i just started work for 1 week. and before i know it, the weekend is almost coming to the end already. *sobz. sianz to go back to work. but have to right. for the future blah blah blah...
been trying to keep myself occupied lately. as usual, to keep oneself occupied meanz so as not to think much. just this tuesday [5th july] both of us finally stop msging each other. aint very sure abt the reason. but most likely is time to let go bahz. haha. but i believe time heals. if there's fate, we might still be friends yeahz. admit that it hasnt been a very good week. but i suppose just aint used to the sudden silent. is like we became strangers. aint sure whether will we still contact. aint sure wat is he thinking either. maybe things kinda changed at his side. and that he is even happier then b4. =) just in case ppl start to misunderstood, is not miss as in like so miss. but felt sad that things turns out this way yeahz. got this part of me felt that we no longer like friends or can be like b4. but i understand that we will nvr be like b4 coz "bi1 jing4" male and female can nvr be just pure friends. what took me so long to finally understood right. haha. naive and stubborn? haha. looking forward to the nxt weekend. hopefully this week turns well for everyone and may the weekdays past faster and weekends be here sooner but lingers longer.
will be changing blogskin soon i suppose. so do look forward to it k. support support. =) tata...

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i was being too positive then. over positive. i was extremely upset when we did not sms. life just pass slowly. i counted each and every day. 6 days. i remembered clearly. from then onwards, we promised each other. never to do that again. never to not sms / contact with each other. 6days is the longest.

but now..... once again. my book is the only that i rely on.

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hehe... aint my wedding. but my friend from the chinese class tat i joined since i was young. but he is older than me by quite a no of years.. it was really fun. coz get to see lots of my seniors too. though they dun want me to call them senior... but used to it le. haha. anywayz, the bride was beautiful. i must start to slim down now. else i wun make it on my wedding day. oops. still too far. haha. no bf talk abt wedding. Duhz.. haha... =p well, the whole wedding was simple but grand. coz my friend is from SAF. so he got his SAF friends to help him out. and while they were walking down the aisle, they drew their swords. then the couple walk down the aisle like they are prince and princess...
Had started working. First week. felt like when i am in ocbc for attachment. But the main pt is it got better in ocbc as weeks after weeks past by. aint sure abt this company. Is a male company and a small company. so kinda boring. thank goodness i can listen to my mp3. my current job scope is still quite simple. aint hard. doing the same things. but the going gets tougher yeahz. hopefully it aint that tough. coz suddenly lack of courage to challenge le...
lately hands kinda itchy. haha. meaning... wanna buy clothes. have been addicted to shopping since i came back from china. but the things here are just too ex to get addicted.. and i think i starting to change a lil orhz. more "ai4 mei3". wahhahaz. *blush =p
aint got the time to upload the photos i took from china, chengdu. will try to soon yeahz. haha. kinda sleepy le. so late. oh! will change blog skin soon. found some designs. haha. see when. lazy once again. tata. ^.^

i am now currently at work. no one is in the office. everyone went out for lunch so i decided to write a lil [without permission]. yesterday was my first day. kinda boring. nothing much to do. remembered the days in ocbc. aint afraid that i dunno how to do. but i am even more afraid that i will dose off halfway. that. is the most terrible and frightening thing.
more things to do today. so kinda kept me awake. yesterday i ask my dad one Qn. but till now he still nvr replied. think he was "too bz" with his own things. met ben and darius yesterday night. darius drove to my house and we 3 kinda chatted. hardly get the chance to come out. that's why...
kinda confuse right now. aint sure wat i am doing is the right thing. all i know is to say careful and dun hurt others. and i think the things i do is actually aint hurting them. but in actual fact, somehow i got this feeling that i am hurting them. unknowingly. yesterday darius say guys and gals can nvr be good friends. except me and ben are the exception ones. but both our friendship are built over the years. so is definitely different. but come to think of it. is no big deal. dun think too much. just let it be right. easy to say, hard to be done. haha.
will stop here for now. dun wanna risk getting caught on the 2nd day. tata. ^.^

hihi. i am back from china. enjoyed myself. kinda reluctant to come back though. coz gotta start work tml. sobz. but cant help it right? there's so much to say abt the trip and as usual i am a lil lazy to write it down. maybe another few more days i will let ya know k. hehe. maybe i will change my blog then.
but there's 1 thing that i will definately remember during the whole trip. and that is how i became a shopaholic. haha. cant help it because the things there is much cheaper then here in singapore. so i really shop and shop like crazy. dun believe? here's an example. i bought 2 pairs of shoes from different shops within 2 mins. haha. after i left the first shop, i saw this blue shoe in the shop nxt door and i just go in to try without even seeing the price and next thing i know, i bought it. haha.
but good things nvr last. after spending so much money, is time to start work tml and earn back wat i have spent. gonna miss the freedom. aint sure whether i will survive not. if i dun, wun i be a lil no face? haha. is like u gotta sack. anywayz, i will have lesser time to do my things. like msn[not that there's much ppl online], blog, read, hang out with friends...
guess i will stop here now. gotta go get dinner. take care peeps. ^.^

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