if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

class today..

something interesting happened today.. well.. if those who actually know me.. u will think is "interesting".. anyway, did i mention before that i am actually rather low profile in school? and that i do not talk to almost 3/4 of the class? well.. today my classmates apporached me and commented, "u seems very quiet". which i interpreted as "u are very quiet in class or are u a quiet character?" and so i replied. "no, i am not quiet..." =.="" dunno what i was talking.. but i suppose i dun really see a need to talk to anyone at the moment.. cos everyone seems to be so into their cliques.. that's all.. ain't bothering me.. Zzz.. haha..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Beginning to like a little....

Firstly, i shall define the "in deep trouble" sentence.. was actually struggling a little.. am still so so much in a holiday mood.. and was just stepping into the classroom w a blur look as to what exactly is gonna be teached today. then again, step out of the class with the same blur look like nothing was taught. hee.. and one other thing was the people.. felt that they are nothing like the ones i know in poly or should i just say, i am one "low profile" person in class... out of 30 ppl, i suppose i only know like 8? and maybe just talked to 2-3? gee.. does it sound so unlikely of me? keke.. anyway, is just the many factors. so to prevent the wrinkles and head getting bigger........ i shall not think. =D

anyway, all those mentioned above doesn't really matters much anymore... i am slightly to get interested in the course.. yup.. just need some motivation. internal and external.. heex. i suppose i shall not be lazy, shall not procrastinate shall be more on my feet instead of dragging it..

i feel everything can be controlled. when there's a will, there's a way. if u can't find a way, it means the will is strong enough. know what u really want and have the spirit of not giving up to search and attain the goal.. hmmm.. once again, i know how to say but.... it's not drilled in.. need more reminders everytime.. haha.. friends.. u know what to do.. =)