after blogging how happy i was, i suddenly fell from heaven.
today i had to teach my form class. since monday i had a child going around telling his classmates not to like me. a child who is extremely obedient who turned his back on me when i talk to him but not to other teachers. a girl who refuses to say sorry when she is wrong but yet want others to say sorry when they are wrong. covering her ears and furiously shaking her head when i tried to talk sense and explain.
today is no better. the boy that the principal said i had quite an influence whereby she saw some changes in the boy... today said he dun like me. wants my mentor back. the boy who goes around telling his classmates not to like me started to be disrespectful to me. the obedient child and the girl is still the same. what's new is. the boy that i spend alot of effort on due to his lack of family support refused to do his work. was so angry with me that he use vulgarities on me. but cried when he saw me cried. when i said not to do his work anymore and just go play. he refuses and kept tagging me.
he really hurts me so much. i could not explain the feeling in me.
maybe i should have chose to be unethical and went to teach my woodlands children instead.
or maybe i was just not as suitable as what i thought.
signing out... 8.55pm