just came home~

i had been going out really frequent and returning a lil late these few days....

but is a great meet up with my childhood friends (def: friends whom i know since i was really young - 8 years? as well as friends whom i used to call 哥and 姐). we seldom really meet. maybe once or twice a year? last time used to be lots of jokes and much more casual talk. but this time round. is about marriage, getting a new house, balloting for a house. yeah. those whom i called 哥and 姐 are getting married. either next year or the following year. they actually already had plans... for those sisters, they are only 2 years older than me? while those brothers, are about 4 years older than me? is alright for guys to get married at 30 and gals to be marrried around 27. i am glad for them while on the other hand, realised how time really flies. last time used to be gf, bf. now, is wife etc... as they talked, the question started to turn to me. i've got no idea. however, i did picture myself to be 33 and above before being able to get married. by then, will i still have anyone left? their question was really difficult to answer and also difficult to avoid.....

however, i was really happy to see my friend who returns only once a year from the states. as much as i envy her being able to continue her study, i am however really proud of her and being her friend. wishe i had the courage to give her welcome hug. but am shy. #^_^#

we will be meeting again very very soon! before she returns back for study...

for myself on the other hand, i will have to try to be positive / optimistic and not let anything get me down..

that's it. goodnight~

signing out... 12.45am

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