yesterday i am very unhappy....
i had tuition with 3 students. and all nearly killed me..
1st. unhappy cos i didn't gave her stamps (which they collect to exchange for something) when i usually does. but is a form of motivation and not something that is necessity. her reply in the end was, 早知道就不要做 another meaning is also, wasting time.
2nd. mum went out. lost concentration. bargain. dun want to do this and that in class. want to do at home. but 99% it will come back undone. always the case. thus, I changed course. let him do something easier. but take me for granted. did the work shabbily.. and when i said i will have to tell the mum. throw temper. cry (angry cry). slam the door, tear and throw assessment book.
3rd. thought would be the easiest. but i nearly cried teaching. did not focus, day dream, stare blankly, dun even response whenever i asked question. could not even answer what is 20 divide by 5. either not concentrating or already dreaming.
but i shall tolerate. tolerate. tolerate so as to survive, so as to sustain.
gambatte. hwaiting!
sigh =/
signing out... 12.37am