if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

graduated.

yup. i have finally graduate. no longer studying (at the moment).

friends always asked me the same questions. are you still studying. then the next comment would be. wah. u had been studying for quite long~~

well, actually, time passes by really really fast. 3 years ago. i was 21. had my birthday party at east coast and had all my friends with me to celebrate the big day. 3 years later. i thought of holding another party for friends whom i havent met for a long long time. so is like a birthday cum gathering party. but. i might have to think about it again. cos the expenses can be quite great.

back to the topic..

i had finally graduated. aint sure why. but the feelings ain't that elated or super super happy. just feeling pretty normal. look pretty and take a few nice graduation photos with friends as well. grace came on that day. my only friend who came. grace - who had always been my elder sister since secondary school. super happy and touched to see her. as it was quite inaccessible to go shangri-la without driving. *hugx*

photos taken during the graduation would be posted up some time later. tml, me and the gals plus - melissa, lousia, and yy will be going to marina barrage once again to take some photos before returning the regalia. so, till then~

let's talk about today.

had been feeling a lil moody lately. the first thot some had might be cos i am lost after graduation. but that's not truly what it is. in fact, had been feeling like this for quite some time. before graduation.

today i went to teach at the kindergarten after that, tuition with bernice. once again, bernice did not finish her homework. feeling a little worried and not wanting to tell her mother for fear she will be scolded and she will start to hate me.. however, things can't go on. if she dun do her homework, i wun know what she dunno. so in the end i feedback to her mum. and the very next moment, i felt upset.

dd came over today. once again, i felt a sense of negativeness.

my procrastination. *angry*

however, felt a lil better after watching the fann wong and christopher lee's wedding. a sense of warmth. followed by the last episode of the HK drama - 溏心风暴. the ending was sad and sweet. living in the world of imagination. i felt like working hard and not procrastinate anymore.

think i will stop here. the weather is super hot recently. had trouble sleeping. zzz..

signing out... 12.07am