if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

updates: good and bad.

back with updates! =)

quite a number of things happened lately.. both good and bad.. hmm.. maybe i should say about the bad things first?

these two weeks are crucial time for the primary school students as they are having exams. so i had been giving tuition non-stop almost everyday. by the end of this week, i had gave 9 lessons with non-stop of seeing them from tue - friday.. i think they were tired of seeing me as well.. =/

but being busy was not the thing that really got me sad. is me being late for work at the kindergarten on wed that got me really down. even till now, i just can't get over the fact that i was late. maybe to others, is just being late. who was never late before. but i suppose the difference lies in "on what situation were you late". anyway, i can't describe how terrible i feel even till now and what are the consequences i might face after that incident.

lastly, another bad thing is, my internet connection is down these few days. am now outside using some another's connection.. so, not that i MIA from MSN or what so ever. but is the company - _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , that is stopping me from using it as they just could not solve the problem. it had been 2 days. hmm.. maybe i should not be so mean. out of all the technician and operators i spoke to, only one chinese technician was the most helpful and patient.

anyway, the good thing on the other hand was, for a few weeks, i had been keeping mum, not wanting to talk and with no mood to talk.. but last sunday, i somehow seems to open up a lil and had a nice conversation before going for tuition. yup.. though most part of the conversation seems like i was grumbling.. haha.. think the older i get, the more i dun feel like talking. must be me being lazy.. hehe..

another good thing which also happened on sunday was... i finally get down to bake pineapple tarts with my mum!! haha.. i know is not chinese new year.. but, who says we can only eat pineapple tarts during chinese new year? haha.. anyway, it was rather successful i would say. at least some of those that i gave like it.. must emphasize!! "is the first time i tried orhz!!" haha.. uploading some pictures on the process~~

first: cream the egg and butter..

pineapple (left) and dough(right) after adding flour.. before baking..
end product.. tadah~ ^-^Note: pictures were not well-taken =( blurrish..

signing out... 3.36pm