Sunday, March 01, 2009
saddened
Today, i am saddened by a few things.
Firstly, i am saddened that i could not finish my assignment before the deadline. is a feeling that i could not explain. a feeling of as to why it is happening always. a hateful feeling that i am trying to wash away everytime it hit me, making me feels useless.
i am saddened that i haven't been hearing from my friends who are overseas at the moment. despite sending emails. wonder are they busy so they haven't been checking their inbox. maybe cos i remembered the past, remembered them thus i am looking really forward to hear from them.
saddened about friend. i dislike arguments or disagreements. this time round, i dun sense that we were joking but yet showing that we are really unhappy about certain things. in me, it was angry for a sec. but upset and sorry the next moment.
i think i am still behaving like a kid despite being quite old in age. i think like i was of the age 5 years back. but time has past. whatever memories that i once had. was just a memory and things didn't stay like before. and will not stay like before. i am no longer in poly. the events that are happening everyday changes one. changes me. changes everyone. till now, i still need time to rationalize and to accept whatever that is coming to me. changing the naive thoughts and bringing myself out from the idea that, even if the world is revolving, some things never change. instead, there is something call the past, present and future. which is something to face.
signing out... 12.45pm
Firstly, i am saddened that i could not finish my assignment before the deadline. is a feeling that i could not explain. a feeling of as to why it is happening always. a hateful feeling that i am trying to wash away everytime it hit me, making me feels useless.
i am saddened that i haven't been hearing from my friends who are overseas at the moment. despite sending emails. wonder are they busy so they haven't been checking their inbox. maybe cos i remembered the past, remembered them thus i am looking really forward to hear from them.
saddened about friend. i dislike arguments or disagreements. this time round, i dun sense that we were joking but yet showing that we are really unhappy about certain things. in me, it was angry for a sec. but upset and sorry the next moment.
i think i am still behaving like a kid despite being quite old in age. i think like i was of the age 5 years back. but time has past. whatever memories that i once had. was just a memory and things didn't stay like before. and will not stay like before. i am no longer in poly. the events that are happening everyday changes one. changes me. changes everyone. till now, i still need time to rationalize and to accept whatever that is coming to me. changing the naive thoughts and bringing myself out from the idea that, even if the world is revolving, some things never change. instead, there is something call the past, present and future. which is something to face.
signing out... 12.45pm
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