Monday, September 22, 2008
unusual self
thank goodness i will be having kickboxing class later. cos i am going to punch out ALL the anger inside me right now!
why can't it be seen that i am trying my best? i feel just as troubled with what i am going through right now. but i am still trying to kick hard and survive. so why can't it be seen.
phobia with cockroach is not something that i can help arhz. if i ain't phobic about it, i wun ask for help.
after all that had happened i am learning to be independent. must i resolve to being totally disappointed then will i lead a much better life?
dammit. angry.
forgive my unusual and violent self.
signing out... 4.41pm