if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, September 01, 2008

so i say......

so i say, i will update after finishing the olympics program right? but well.. once again. i was kinda lazy now with computer. except maybe to log on and watch some anime. had at least a dozen email or more than that to clear. think i shall skip the past few updates since it is old news.

so i say, i had been eating really lots recently. it is really lots that i started to wonder am i going through puberty again. haha. yeah. that is meant to be a joke. i had absolutely no idea why am i eating so much except that i am just having an itchy mouth recently plus i am feeling stress. how good will it be if the food that i crave for are healthy ones like fruits or nuts. but nope. it was potato chips - LAYS potato chips, classic. nope. it wasn't the 70cents a packet that i bought. but the biggest packet that they had on the shelf. =)

and so i say, lots of things happened this week. to be honest, i have an ethics proposal due today. but nope. i ain't done with it yet. and i say. how lazy and incompetent i was. anywayzzz.. ethics proposal is collected once a month. so missing today's deadline i will have to wait for another month. mixed feelings. submitting one month later gives us ample time to modify and refine. but it pushed back all the other plans. am cool about it. now. because i know where went wrong. so i say, many things happened this week. didn't had a good week. but had a good lesson. realised many things for example, i am starting to learn what is happening around. i started to realised i might not be the most naive or innocent one in the universe. but i am one of those. at least a couple of percentage in me am. but so i say, i will learn. maybe i will be different someday. =)

everything happen for a reason. so i say, i will learn.

signing out... 1.21am