if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, September 15, 2008

busy! at least when i dun get to watch my dramas or do whatever i feel like peacefully. all the exams, assignments, proposal and presentation is just really getting into me.

i had been feeling eccentric recently and i attribute it to my school work. Zzz.. one after another. week after week. but it is just the beginning.. gonna last till october. sigh... another reason for my out of norm behavior. i just can't stop eating. seriously getting fatter and felt like some big fat lazy animal, dragging my feet as i walked. sigh2...

really really have to stop my funny, unhealthy tidbits diet. remember how i got a sore throat after finishing a whole packet of tim tams dark chocolate biscuit, the whole packet of lays potato chips. it will be wonderful if i dun gain weight. but unfortunately.. i did. sigh3...

so i wish i can throw away all my school work and start enjoying myself so as to stop binging.. plus.. i want to exercise! (a lil particular with the condition to exercise.. the weather must be cooling like now.. else the scorching sun will get me tired in no time)

now the updates for last week.. can i say is happening? well.. i shld say me being talkative at this moment is "unusual"..

had my ethics exam on tuesday. though it is an open book exam. but never forget. lecturers are cunning people. open book sound so nice. but the questions isn't. past experience in poly warned me so and i tasted it again on tuesday. Zzz..

had my first new semester lesson with the pre-schoolers on wed once again. never thought i could teach them again due to my "unstable performance". so happy to see them despite all the complains about them. but as usual, shall complain a lil.. maybe 1 sentence.. kids just dun listen to me and always bargain with me.. why?!!? =.= even still.. they are just too adorable and i will try my best to be "stable" this semester.

thursday. had tuition with bernice. first tuition lesson after her mid-term holiday. once again. kids just love to bully and bargain with me. sigh4... i do hope she is improving with her study. i suppose SA1 is coming soon..

met the gals on friday. it was supposed to be a post graduation celeberation for amber and diana. so we met up for a late lunch at cafe cartel.. but before meeting amber and diana, we met up early for part 2 present - bouquet of ferrero rocher (btw, there's many kinds of ferrero).. sorry gals. i was kind of a spoiler that day.

went mooncake shopping on saturday instead. there was a lot a lot of people. walking through the crowds just drain off my energy. gee.. but the festive feeling was erm.. kind of there i suppose. had tuition with david. kinda had an argument with the mother one of the day on the days for tuition and david's improvement. seriously, many things really depend on himself. i had always been putting myself in their shoes, abiding to their requests the best i could but i will no longer do that. just got me so angry. =.=#

spend my sunday watching dramas. just finished "stairways to heaven". yeah. is an old drama. i watched it twice. but cos i like it thus i dun mind seeing it again. i am just not a explorative person. always stick to the old. anyway, though it is just a drama. but from it, once again i felt i should be contented with life. stay happy no matter what. life is indeed full of deception. smiling despite feeling sad. all because wanting others to think you are okay or happy. well.. i should also start deceiving.. dun always show whatever i feel on my face. haha..

hmm.. that's all for now.. too much nonsense makes me hungry. lunchtime~ ^_^

signing out... 11.48am