if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Friday, July 04, 2008

updates - results..

monday was a day that i will always remember. i suppose is one in a lifetime event. in the morning, i went to the Singapore Flyer with daddy. he had 2 tickets and he brought me for the ride. =) had popeyes. first time trying it. had good feedbacks, as well as bad. personally, i think it was quite unique. the bread like biscuit. chicken, i prefer KFC. haha.. but i like the fries. nice. overall, i think it wasn't a bad try. back to the flyer. it was about 30mins ride. it was really really slow thus you can't really feel it is moving.. the view was okay. i suppose it would be better if all the construction wasn't there.. plus, if is at night, with fireworks.. fabulous!! haha.. i am day dreaming again.. but then again, personally i feel it is quite costly if i have to squeeze with 24 other people.. i suppose i will have to reconsider again.. nonetheless, the experience was a pleasant and happy one. thank you daddy!! hugx!! =)

after the ride, i got to drive home. something quite dangerous, but hilarious happened.. i'll just keep this to myself now.. but...... i realised, i love to drive.. maybe not always.. but.. like the feeling of being behind the wheels. now. haha.. got home, slack awhile and chatted with mummy before heading out again..

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tuesday.. sigh.. i received my results. so near yet so far. just one more grade and i will make the mark. upset........

well.. what upset me the most is.. i wasted mummy's money by taking another module. it just wasn't my standard.. i know i did try my best.. but it was a pity the module was too tough for my understanding..

had my first tuition lesson with a P2 kid. lucky for me, the child is very obedient (so far).. so i suppose it should be quite okay in terms of handling.. =)

wednesday morning. was almost late for work.. because of my denial to wake up to the fact that results were out and finalized. the kids were rather notti today. i am pretty sure they were doing it purposely. but well.. that is what get you on your nerve and makes them adorable. i shall do better next week.. maybe they will start to listen to me.. jiayou!!

went to school in the evening for my 4th year briefing. was down.. just didn't had the mood to listen.. anxiety hadn't got into me yet.. feeling rather cool about it.. but it is still too early to say.. cos i will most probably be stress up soon after..

thursday.. today i was in the mood of clearing some stuffs. so i decided to throw away some notes and pack my room. once again, only 5% completed.. maybe i shall throw away more stuffs later when i wake up. hope i will be in the mood. haha.. i tend to keep stuffs that were quite old.. because it brings many good memories.. like the kiddy cosmetic box that i used to keep all my hair accessories when i was young.. though it seems old and a little faulty.. but it had memories that i want to keep. so in the end.. it was left behind at home instead of going into the bin.. =)

had dinner out today.. =)

hmm.. i had soon got over the results now.. with the help of friends and people around.. thank you..

i want to look forward to the new phase in school. to try and do my best..

jiayou my friends.. let's have fun during the 4th year.. our final year together..

signing out... 4.30am