if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Sunday, May 25, 2008

exams -> determination -> stress

exams are coming and i am feeling the stress. i had a good 2 weeks but i did not spend it well. now i am only left with 1 week. i am still having really bad time management and stress coping skills. all i think of is i wanna go holiday. something that i cannot afford to do this june. when faced with something that i dislike or ain't keen at, i tend to divert and think of something else like fun. purely avoidance. maybe people are generally like this?

on the other hand, maybe i am just not determined enough and not strong in mentality to achieve what i want. many of the times i am like this. then cry over it when i started everything. the source of my own trouble is myself.

then again. i have lots to think and even if it doesn't bug me in the brain, it bugs me in my heart. this reminder of quickly solve the computer that had just crash, quickly find a job before holiday starts which is very very soon, stop thinking of holiday because you just know you are not up to it, etc etc etc.....................................

feeling demoralize with the sickening cognitive neuroscience. spend 3 hrs, can't finish, dun understand, dunno where to and how to start or modify studying it.

will the last semester be a disaster? like the first semester... always being cast by shadow.

okay, gotta start somewhere again. feeling stress.. sigh..

ending of with something good. congrats to my brother for getting into the law faculty. hope he excel in it.. good job brother.. =)

signing out... 11.16am



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