if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Friday, March 21, 2008

sky of love

went to watch "sky of love" with daphne yesterday. am really glad to be able to watch it. 2months ago before the movie was out, i was already attracted by the poster and i told myself i will watch the movie no matter what. did not regret watching it. turning back the clock to 3 years ago. recalling the times then.

synopsis of the movie,
Mika, the female lead in the movie experienced a change during her high school years. it was sad, painful but yet happy, memorable and most importantly, she experience how fortunate (幸福) she was when she met Hiro, the male lead in the movie. It all started off when she bump into Hiro at the walkway of the school just before their summer school holiday and that Hiro happened to find Mika's handphone and returned back to her without revealing his identity. During the whole of their holiday, they kept in contact just solely over the phone. Mika finally get to see Hiro when school re-opens. This was when both their romance started. During their courtship period, several unfortunate incidents happened to Mika. But Hiro was always there to protect her which gave Mika the confidence and trust towards Hiro. In the show, Mika had a miscarriage and both of them decided to mark that day and swear to visit the "grave" they gave to their unborn child. It was touching because the of the way he protected her, no matter what, and the love Hiro had for Mika was so great that upon knowing that he contracted a terminal illness, he did all he could to hurt Mika emotionally so that Mika can move on. Mika finally moved on but not knowing the truth of what is happening on Hiro's side. But when two person are meant to be, nothing can tear them apart. Upon knowing that Hiro had been hiding his illness from her, she went back to his side immediately and they both spend the rest of the time trying to catch back the lost time.

shall not continue further. but it is really a recommended show. funny, sad, heart-warming and it makes one feel peace. this show made me feel lots. bring back the memories, the beliefs and dream i once had. one do not have to experience it to know how exactly is to love and to be love. as well as how love could be so beautiful, innocent and simple. *dun sterotype me as a dreamland girl. am sure some would love an unrealistic love at certain point of time..

i will definitely buy the dvd as well as the book because it came from a real life story. will watch it the second time if time permits. a couple of songs in their OST are nice. but sadly to say, they are in japanese. will post it up when if i am able to find the translation. maybe the songs first...

romance, love stories in movies are eventually still hypothetical. how many can experience one unforgettable and everlasting one. how many can find their sky, the one that promises to look over no matter what. despite not able to see it in my closest ones. but surely there are some lucky ones out there. though it is not going to be me.. had my chance before. *weak smile.

maybe due to the show. getting a little emotional here... forgive me. すみません. just for this time.

what is meant to be.. it means even after everything, after all the events.. both will be back to the familiar / original spot both once used to be. this can be seen in the movie. a more serious take would be, meant to be is only known when the day both die. then will it be confirmed.

love is not about pity. the movie said so too. love is about sincerity.

in the movie, in order for Miko not to feel upset and cry, Hiro choose to suffer in silence. But is he really that happy? he wasn't. neither was Miko. maybe to Hiro, he feels that, all that he did would eventually benefit her. but when both were upset, is it still considered worthwhile..? though they may be of different person, style and personality. but they overcome their differences and carry on the faith both had . i suppose if there is faith, things will work out well. plus, love do wonders and gives miracles.

many things were too late. too late in realization. too late to change. everyone were asked to learn and move forwards. study harder, work harder, live well... stay happy even when sad.

Mika said, if the ending for falling in love is so terrible, she would choose not to fall in love ever again.

getting sleepy.. my thoughts are getting random.

i have decided to block whatever i had typed in this paragraph. maybe i dunno how to express what i truly feel. but hopefully, one day. just one day you will get it and you will know it. or maybe some time later, i will re-post it. sigh...

signing out... 6.23am