if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

gloomy morning gloomy mood

this morning was a gloomy morning. in terms of weather as well as mood. when i woke up, i realised no one was home. everyone had left. just only me alone at home. i have been pretty occupied with myself now. seldom managed to remember when will my mum be at work etc.. maybe because i am having classes almost everyday. thus, i would be out rather early. today is sunday. weekends feels the same as weekdays. maybe, except that i could sleep in slightly later during the weekends. but besides that, think all feels the same..

as usual, many things are on my to do list for today. send meli some info, help my snr finish all the research cos tml i will be out for class in the morning till night, my first kickboxing lesson with daphne. wonder what funny events going to happen. =p lastly, i will have to really start blogging on my thailand trip. it's been almost a week. going to upload some pictures. had already uploaded one somewhere in my blog. do not have to search. cos basically not very nice. person not nice no matter how you take the picture also not nice. haha.. my friends always say that to me!! anyway, i will blog part of my trip, as promised to jocelyn, later tonight..

lastly, i managed to talk to my mum for about an hour or so when she got home from her morning exercise. realised she dunno how exactly am i feeling. maybe because i ain't telling her. and most probably i do not know her that well as i thought i would. lastly, chance upon an email that was dated about 2yrs back. regarding myself, there is so much more to say. but i supposed i will not blog it out. but those who knows me and sees me everyday would know..

current mood, normal. listening to 罗志祥 - 当我们宅一块. a light and cheerful song to make me feel better.. =)

signing off... 11.30am