if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

contented. to be contented. remember to be contented.

finally finish my social psychology assignment. thanks to jocelyn for helping me. this is the 3rd week. but i haven't started to study for my modules. i anticipate this semester to end very soon because of all the datelines for our assignments seems to start from week 6 onwards. which is very very soon. by the time one realise. hmmm...

my face is in a bad state. *sad. not too sure why i suddenly started to have spots on my cheeks. sigh. maybe is because i have been sleeping late. well.....

anyway, results are out for last semester. quite shock with some of my friend's results. think last semester was really quite crap... on top of that, the wrong module and the wrong teacher make it worst.. this semester is going to be my last semester before i graduate from year 3. is a very important semester because the grades for this semester will determine whether we get into honors or the post grad dip. but personally i feel, even if one's grade make the criteria for honors, the competition is still too great to get it. taking into account the number of students "fighting" for a place as well as the number of teachers available to supervise. honestly, i do not have confidence seeing myself getting a place because of the intense competition. feel that everyone had been doing just as well or even better. well, shall just see how it goes i suppose.

today's class was supposed to be quite interesting. but i was rather sleepy head during the first part of the lesson. gee. well, people usually gets tired during the 2nd part of the lesson.. but ironically, i was rather wide awake during the 2nd part of the lesson instead. hehe. reason being, a classmate of mine that was sitting diagonally across my place was playing WOW. haha.. been some time since i seen this game. remembered that i wanted to buy the game too because it seems interesting. haha. but i suppose i enjoy seeing others play instead, just like when my brother used to play DOTA. thus, while listening to the lecture, i was also looking at the game too. haha. hmm.. well, not exactly looking. was glancing once in awhile. i am still listening to the lecture...... =p tml will be a long day for me.. sigh.. lessons from 9am - 10pm. tonight have to try to sleep early. define early? i dunno..

today isn't a really bad day.. had the opportunity to taste home cook food. it had really been a very very long time since i tasted home cook food. sigh... well.. i didn't include the time i had to cook on my own (but then again, is quite troublesome to cook for 1 person) and maybe cny. cos it was.....

anyway, i am contented for today. or should i say at this moment...

signing out... 10:45pm