if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

updates on the past few days..

friday i had a critique presentation. i was in a joyful mood in the morning but later it became sour. why it turns sour, i dun feel like explaining much. but the worst period of time was when i realise that there were 2 other groups doing the same topic as me and diana (jcu). when i saw the title page of the first group presenting, i was like sh*t. and i really exclaimed it so so loud. that i felt so embarrassed of myself. but it was really great horror to me at that time. a few seconds later, while i turn back to complain to a classmate sitting behind me, she delivered the second horror, that was, another group sitting right at the back also did the same topic. thus, there were 3 groups (including mine) presenting on the same article that day. but overall, everything seems ok. maybe i just got this get it over and done with thinking.

yesterday, went to a post teacher's day celebration. the principal of kumon gave us a treat at sizzler, toapayoh branch. i thought the price was quite reasonable. it feels like you just have to pay for the main course and you get 1 cup of free drink, but free flow of soup, salad and dessert. though the main course was quite small. but it was definitely very filling. met cs yesterday as well. it was quite a peaceful meeting. met for dinner at my house and accompanied my mum. gladful that he didn't find it boring. haha.

these few days i learn a couple of stuffs by observing other people. when there is no more love or trust, people will fight. everything that happens before their eyes are all negative. sometimes, a bystander also dunno what can they do. but it is not their fault. cos their job in the first place is to stand and watch and clear up the mess. Love, as quoted by a radio, is when one do not know why they always want to meet the other party, but they just know they want to meet.

22days to october. counting down. treasuring each day..