if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

mean day

was very very mean today. and i felt very guilty. guilty towards my mummy. went out for lunch with my parents. was very happy at first. cos i am collecting my harry potter book (was busy the past few days). but my happy mood doesn't last. at least this entire month, it didn't. after lunch, i had to run 3 places. collect my book, rent "jiayou jinshun" partly cos my mum want to finish the drama fast, and lastly, to print some stuffs.

went to collect my book first. there was 2 choices when i ordered my book then. either receive the book by post, or collect it on my own and get some voucher. i decided to collect it since i am staying so near and to get the voucher which i presume was food. kinda greedy when it comes to food. =) anyway, the voucher that i got was kinda Zzz.... free 4 pcs drumlets with every regular or large pizza ordered. valid for delivery only. haix. maybe i was too stupid and was expecting something nice. and nt 4 pcs drumlets that are worth 4bucks they claimed. thus, lesson learn, dun be greedy. especially when it is food. nt only you dun get wat u want, you put on weight as well!

thus, having being disappointed with the food voucher, i headed to the vcd shop with a real sulky mood and face. i should had guessed that being such a popular show (jiayou jinshun), it would be unlikely that the shop would still be carrying it.. thus, i was disappointed once again. and i started to "vent" my anger on my mum by showing attitude. to think that i always try to be good and filial to her.. =.="

next stop, the printing shop. waited for almost 10mins for the lady boss to edit a name card for a customer that was infront of me. and they ONLY had ONE computer in the shop. my mum then ask me to go to the front of the shop and tell the boss that i want to print something. hoping that he can do something about it. but i know he wun be able to do anything as i had mentioned, there was only one computer. and that was the answer the boss gave. go to the back to queue up. my blood started to boil. and i said, told you so. (feel like punishing myself for saying and thinking of such mean remarks.) after 25 mins of waiting. finally, it was my turn. but i went home empty-handed. why? cos the stupid computer at that shop cannot read my document. some words and the layout etc was missing. stupid shop. it never happened. went there to print so many times but it never ever happened before. damn

in the end, went home disappointed, angry plus sinful for being so rude to my mum. even till now, i am still feeling very bad. really very bad.