if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, July 09, 2007

happie =)

yesterday was a wonderful day! my happiest day this week and the past few weeks. firstly, i get to see my brother after 2 weeks of missing his absence. went to safti today. was quite a long ride. once again felt very proud of him. he is so so nice and good mannered as if nothing can turn him off. visited his bunk, the canteen and the ocs tower (think that's what it is called. forgetful me). he was so patient and kept asking whether we wanna take family photos. hee. too bad my daddy a lil not cooperative (guys dun really like to take photos?) thus we only took maybe 1 or 2 family photo. but my brother said it was ok. we can still take more photos after he graduate, which would be 9 months later. no matter what, our whole family are so proud of him (cos he seems to have become a very good man gradually) and so happy that he is doing well. brother, jiayou!! =)

next happy event. =) cs had been working OT the whole week because his project team a lil disorganised. thus, he had to suffer the whole week. =( this means that, i didn't have much time to talk to him and that he is too tired most of the time. thus i would rather his to sleep early. but i had been very naughty of late. because, even though i know that working in the IT field is gonna be lotsa OT, but yet, i will still be very upset why i could not talk to him. resulting in me thinking ALL sort of NONSENSE like, he is ignoring me etc... toopid me. after pushing aside all those stupid thoughts, i would start to be angry with myself behaving in a such a stupid way. so you can see, my whole week was up and down with internal conflict along the way. therefore, yesterday's meeting was definitely something that i was looking forward and it ended up better than what i thought. =D things wasn't very good at first because he was out with his friends to attend some event. and i thought he would be having dinner with them instead of me. thus, i was sulky when i met him. but it was all a misunderstanding. a silly thought i had... =.= after he knocked off those silly thoughts of mine, we went for dinner and caught transformers. =) the show was great. the effect was good. but the fighting was a little too fast, so it wasn't clear who is good and bad when they transform into the orignal self. but overall, the show is good. =)

just wanna say a big big thank you to cs for meeting me despite being so tired and falling sick the previous day. and despite having to work the next day, still kept his promise and watched the movie (it ended very late). hope his team can finish the project soon. then he dun have to OT everyday and work during the weekends.. cs, jiayou orhz.. =)

lastly, wanna thank my classmates (ultimate solid, the 2 solids and gas =p) for tolerating my sulky face the whole week. haha. and jocelyn for listening to all my grumbles in class.. haha... nitey!! =)