Wednesday, July 11, 2007
farewell to my childhood friend
met up with shuhui and peiying today evening for dinner. peiying, my childhood friend, piano teacher and a good buddy will be leaving for states to further her music degree. sobx. gonna miss her alot. though i dun feel it now, cos it doesn't feel so real yet. but i am sure i am gonna be very sad like something is missing. do takecare over there. gonna miss you lots. keep in touch!! ='(this afternoon wasn't very good. my daddy kinda quarrelled with a client. dunno what's wrong. but it seems like the good intention my dad had was always misunderstood. lately this kept happening. feeling the pain whenever i see him looking sad. if i am working now, he could had go easy on working. mummy as well. just felt like i should had been a better child by helping out with the financial burden. but i am sure that is not what they wanna hear..cs is also working very hard. everyday OT not because he cannot finish it. but the project manager had unrealistic goals and terrible planning. thus, causing the team to do OT almost everyday. including weekends. Zzz!! he is also undergoing lotsa stress. but there is nothing much i can do except to hope that he can finish his work soon and have a good break.so many things happening all at a time. thus, i really do not have time to think too much or have -ve thinking. this is the time to be more independent. so, jiayou jiayou jiayou to myself. only by thinking positive, would i then be able to influence the rest around me. thus, tml would be a better day after a good night rest. Zzzz... =)