if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Friday, June 29, 2007
went to amk hub to get my nephew a present for his birthday, which is tml. practically did nothing today. stuck infront of the tv watching "jiayou jinshun", followed by "harry potter", then the channel 8 show "switched" (i suppose), then the channel 8 news and lastly some documentary on arts central. Zzz..ever since i read crystal's blog on how she enjoyed "gym-ing" at fitness first, i suddenly miss the time i went to california fitness with grace. exercising really make a person feel more energetic as well as confident. especially when you lose weight. but too bad, i think i have a "high class taste". meaning, i only like exercising in a gym like california. the feeling is just different. california have the feeling of making you exercise more even though you are dead tired. i dun get the same feeling in other places like those gym at the stadium. (nt saying they are nt good. just personal preference.) somehow or rather, i wish i can enjoy running in the park near my house. but i suppose i dun like the up and down slope in the park. i prefer flat routes. life is so difficult at times. especially when i am having internal conflicts. i think i am far from being an adult - mentally. sometimes small lil things can get on my nerve. just simply not an open person. cannot take things easy. but i am really trying. trying so hard that i have internal conflicts myself. and that's when i get so upset with myself. feeling so...... but still, being a stubborn person, i still wish others to be happy even if i am not. (thus, i suppose some just took advantage of this characteristic of mine). well, am i being silly or plain stupid? anyway, no matter what, at least trying is better than giving up right?goodnight....
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