Monday, April 02, 2007
time flies
four years ago when i just stepped into poly, i didnt know that was the beginning. even though there were many setbacks. but the fact is. never give up. now that time fast forward, and that i am now in a higher education level, i still haven't learn to persevere and to face setbacks bravely.
not looking forward to the future anymore. cos it seems bleak to me. not looking because my brother will be enlisting next week and i am going to miss him alot. even though i know it is not as if he is going overseas for very long. he will be back every weekend but still, it is a great difference. not looking cos i have enough problems to handle and i do not have enough strength to continue if there is anymore coming up.
its been one month since i started school. there are lots of reading up to do. on top of that, all the essays guidelines are out. so it is time to work hard. but the motivation is still not there.
think i will just stop blogging for the time being as there is nothing much i want to say. life seems like a routine. nothing interesting. nothing exciting. when there are classes, i will just attend the 3hours lesson. trying to stay awake during the 3 hours. but yet coming out with full of question marks. it seems like i wasted 3 hours trying to keep awake. others might not believe. but i know it myself. the 3 years in poly and the 1 year in my current course. i really do feel i learn nothing. because i dun seems to remember whatever i study. sometimes i do not even have the impression. anyway, till i got something more interesting to say. i will stopped here. do not want my blog to be a punching bag as most of the entries are just my -ve thoughts.
not looking forward to the future anymore. cos it seems bleak to me. not looking because my brother will be enlisting next week and i am going to miss him alot. even though i know it is not as if he is going overseas for very long. he will be back every weekend but still, it is a great difference. not looking cos i have enough problems to handle and i do not have enough strength to continue if there is anymore coming up.
its been one month since i started school. there are lots of reading up to do. on top of that, all the essays guidelines are out. so it is time to work hard. but the motivation is still not there.
think i will just stop blogging for the time being as there is nothing much i want to say. life seems like a routine. nothing interesting. nothing exciting. when there are classes, i will just attend the 3hours lesson. trying to stay awake during the 3 hours. but yet coming out with full of question marks. it seems like i wasted 3 hours trying to keep awake. others might not believe. but i know it myself. the 3 years in poly and the 1 year in my current course. i really do feel i learn nothing. because i dun seems to remember whatever i study. sometimes i do not even have the impression. anyway, till i got something more interesting to say. i will stopped here. do not want my blog to be a punching bag as most of the entries are just my -ve thoughts.
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