if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Friday, February 23, 2007

i am back..

i am back!! yeah.. haha.. past few weeks was ARGHZ!! with all the assignments waiting to be handed in and exams right after that.. totally no time to breathe at all. hmmm. well maybe there is. a little. haha.. well.. i feel my school life works this way. during semester period - 4 mths. everything during that 4 mths is nothing but study, assignments and exams. besides that, one cannot think about anything else. sometimes not even bf (he wants me to work hard lahz.. haha. *blush) thus.. when exactly is a time to breathe. it is when i am having my 1 week holiday after exams (if one is lucky, it will be 2 weeks). right after the pathetic holiday, it is back to school AGAIN!! so.... you know.. you see... *lame

been a week since exams are over.. now having my holiday. i named it as my ultimate holiday!! yeah!! next semester gonna be a rather hard semester.. i can picture myself enclose at home and studying. because i am a slow learner. so if others are to study one day before, i have to study 2 days before. *say only. yup. so.. please forgive me if i never contact u all okie.. i never forget you all de!! haha.. *rou ma sia..

anyway, lately i have been watching hua yang shao nian shao nu - hanakimi - 花樣少年少女. its a very very nice show orhz.. i like ella even more le.. she is really cool and shuai girl. haha.. yeah.. on top of that, the songs in the show are rather nice as well.. the actors are also very shuai orhz.. but, the point is, even my mummy also feel it is a funny show. so asking my mummy to join in and watch with me is good because this give me the chance to watch as well. wahahha..

next is, i feel i am actually stuck in a stage call the identity vs identity confusion stage. haha.. hmm... suddenly i wish i ain't 22 this year.. Zzzz... though people still tend to call me 16 yrs old kid =.="" but, the year one is born CANNOT be altered. hmmm.. should say. can never be altered. anyway, i decided. i dun care people say i act cute or wat so ever.i must try to find my identity. be myself. and dun avoid things. jiayou jiayou!!!

haix.suddenly no energy after saying so much.. :p