Wednesday, January 10, 2007
the wants and dun wants
okie. firstly, i know everyone is tired of hearing me about to flop this exam and kept asking questions. but...(anything that comes after a "but" is an excuse. thus, the only solution not to say "but" is to do something about what comes after it) i also hate to flop and kept asking questions!! arghz!! i wanna be a unique self and not someone self reliant. but on the other hand, izzit me just kept saying and no actions done?? arghz!!!!!! had a test today. and i am really not sure if i am going to pass. was sick the past 2 days. Damn. regret not studying earlier and falling sick at this crucial moment.. and then, complain all sorts of nonsense. hate this kinda me. *sickening sickening sickening. have to start rushing an assignment by this friday.. so so many things to do....... i wanna be busy, wanna feel like i am doing something useful. want to stop complaining and cursing and moaning.. wanna feel worthy and not useless. wanna contribute in discussions, in ideas and gives and help people. and not just get help from others.. haix..................but first of all, i need to get well.. please help me.