if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Sunday, December 31, 2006



in a few minutes time, it is going to be year 2007. why do people count down and start sending happy new year sms? i dunno maybe cos my year 2006 overall just ain't good and it ended terribly so how would i have the mood to actually celebrate the arrival of year 2007?


today is just one sad day again. in fact, i think the whole of dec just sux. first is christmas, now is new year eve (and it has very much to be blame on me and my sickening assignments), and today is officially my last day of work in the bookshop. never will u see any books in the now empty shop. never will i see my boss again. never see her frustrated look on her face whenever i make silly mistakes. it is really sad. and now i have to endure facing my sickening assignments when everyone are out having fun. actually i dun want to squeeze with the rest of the people out there. but i just wish i dun have the assignments bothering me and that i can stay at home and have some peace and happiness. obviously, it is not happening.


so much thing going through my mind now. but no words to describe. maybe just one. torture. it seems i am making things difficult for myself. or it might also seems i am pitying myself too. but i am really feeling terrible.

now i can hear ppl counting down and the fireworks. why am i leading such miserable life.



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