Wednesday, January 17, 2007
debate..... hair cut.....?!?!
had the first debate today. ain't the most important one. because the important debate is to trash the next group. well.. hmm.. i aint that mean lah. but... just wanna put up a tough fight bahz.. cos they call us "vulnerable" first.. *boiling.. anyway, i think i am still rather blur and overwhelmed by the whole debate. worried whether my voice will shake etc.. in the end, i doubt i rebutted back the proposition's stand and when i read my script, everyone is like?!?! so i dun think my point was even rebutted back by the other grp.. haha.. blessing in disguise?!?! these days, i felt like i am trying to undergo a change. a change to be more independent and less reliant on others. the want to contribute and feel less useless is still lingering.. hmm...... *speechless. gambatek!!still very busy.. but luckily a couple of the assignments has been pushed back. till end of jan instead of next week. still, it is no time to slack.. cos i am slower.. so i have to work double/triple harder then the rest.. but luckily, though i ain't talk much to the rest.. but at least i have a few good friends who helped me whenever they could. *beam* i am so lucky since young. with all the care and concern from my friends, family and bb. (not to be mushy.) but even so, there's still one small part that is still missing. Shhh... haha.. my current conflict is, to cut my hair short or not to. short as in maybe shoulder lenght. ben says not to. else i will look like the mushroom head i used to be in sec school =.="" hmmm...... but that's different. think last time fatter mah. now still fat. but not so so fat.. haha.. hmmmm....... cut? dun cut? cut? dun cut? Zzz....