if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

christmas, school and.... stress..

started school a month ago.. more assignments and lectures to attend.. people starts to change as well.. one recent example is.. one of our assigment is to participate in a debate.. is compulsory and is within our class.. it seems like we were suppose to draw lots so as to be fair and that the group will be evenly distributed in strength.. but.. just because a few says that they do not want to group with certain people, thus in the end.. we started grouping ourselves.. which resulted in a lil inbalance base on the strength and fluency.. not trying to say that the so called weakest group can't perform.. but.. haix.. dun say le.. irritating..

exams results are back.. and i concluded i need a mentor.. i dun really know what's my problem not able to understand certain concepts.. but hopefully a mentor will help in answering the Qns.. but.. i dunno any seniors and i would preferably it was a female.. easier to communicate and to open up rather then hesistating whether the Qn i ask is stupid or not..

christmas is coming.. friends from overseas are coming back.. students in local uni are finishing their exams.. but my schedule is packed fully.. with all the assignments and mid term test scheduled beginning of jan.. my classmate jocelyn kept saying "Chill~" is still a long way.. haha. she is funny. but... i can't.. because i am not like her.. i am those last min even more kan chiong kind of spider.. Zzz...

so sad.. weather in singapore is turning cooler.. though with unpredictable rain.. but at least can wear jackets already.. haha.. my favourite!! still debating whether to buy boots.. really wanna own one.. though is really very impractical to wear one her in singapore.. but still...... and i still thinking whether i should set up my christmas tree.. dun ask me why.. but i just simply like.. haha.. but its so sad that i have to set up on my own (though my bro say he dun mind volunteer..) and taking it down on my own.. hmph. must as well set it up in my room.. Zzz..but the saddest part is this year no money to buy christmas present... what's the point of just a tree with no present underneath it. or worst still.. never ask me to put empty boxes so that it looks like present.. total =.="""" haha.. ok le.. think this semester just study harder and hopefully do very much better and forget about play.. gotta go to work.. :)