Tuesday, July 25, 2006
world's turning, life's changing
been feeling rather confuse lately. maybe is i think too much (some will say as usual) or maybe i am just blur? gee.. now i'm getting confuse.. but i suppose i am just a basically think too much person. for e.g. i will try not to write too much of me and my own views and opinions.. else i might just portray a kind of "what i say is the last say".. i dunno.. but.. (maybe think too much again)
lately been having a certain weird temprement. sometimes like a "saint", but sometimes like so aware of what's happening around. someone once said. is ok to be "make use" by others at times.. on the other hand, there are times that we have to put a guard to protect ourselves. an invisible shield.. i never had a shield before.. never even had such thoughts. until now. not that i guard myself against everyone. but it's so sad that the environment changes a person's character.. i believe a 4 years old kid will never ever had such thoughts.. thus i came to realise, i have been living in my own protected world.. is this good or bad?
now, this is the confusing part. if we be ourself, but yet do not change according to the environment, we'll definitely fall back. but if we do change accordingly, we might just lose our own character. is so hard to be a balance. but i suppose... the solution is for people to accept others as per what they are.. which i suppose, is also sumthing difficult to.
*Note: written in a confuse stage. =P
lately been having a certain weird temprement. sometimes like a "saint", but sometimes like so aware of what's happening around. someone once said. is ok to be "make use" by others at times.. on the other hand, there are times that we have to put a guard to protect ourselves. an invisible shield.. i never had a shield before.. never even had such thoughts. until now. not that i guard myself against everyone. but it's so sad that the environment changes a person's character.. i believe a 4 years old kid will never ever had such thoughts.. thus i came to realise, i have been living in my own protected world.. is this good or bad?
now, this is the confusing part. if we be ourself, but yet do not change according to the environment, we'll definitely fall back. but if we do change accordingly, we might just lose our own character. is so hard to be a balance. but i suppose... the solution is for people to accept others as per what they are.. which i suppose, is also sumthing difficult to.
*Note: written in a confuse stage. =P
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