if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Determination
Am so happy that i had recover from my flu without seeing the doctor.Maybe it seems a small matter. But i had been taking MC from the company to see the doctor the past few months because the flu just never disappear..but this time it did. Anyway, been trying to motivate myself to start doing my work since i had recovered. But not much of a progress.. I just need some thing that will motivate me. Different people have different "motivator". Some factors can be their partners, some can be to achieve a goal etc... Though i can treat both mention as 1 of my motivator factor, but somehow, its not really getting into me.. not even "holiday" can motivate me to work.. Thus, i decided to listen to some music and music sang by those superstar and campus superstar. Why? Coz i envy their determination in reaching their goal / passion. which is singing i suppose.. Basically, is just envy that they know what they want n had that DETERMINATION that i am lacking now.. But no worries, i think is not i dun have a single bit of determination. But its just i haven't found the purpose in my life.. Is ongoing though...Currently i am having the same usual dilemma as to what to study.. maybe i already know what i want to.. just need the determination, support and assurance to pull through...
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