if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, March 06, 2006

what a weekend

I am currently now waiting for my coach to send me some appraisal form which is due today.. n i really do hope i can make it.. hmmm.. somehow i alwayz do things the longer way. when i think back.. i will just feel, aiyah. shldnt have done it this way. shldnt have send the email. shld have call.. well.. all the shldnt and shld just start popping up. but.. it is too late... sometimes just wonder am i too impatient person.. or i just do things without thinking... well.. guess the conclusion is i am just not zai. always seems frantic when things crops up. so whatever comes into my mind, i just whack it and pray that it everything goes on fine... nonsense me..

well.. what can i do... i guess i can only jiayou and learn from it. so. from today onwards, i am going to TRY write something that is happy or more meaningfull instead of what problem i am facing etc.. so yah... jiayou!! haha.. i am crazy.

well.. wanna mention what happen this weekend. previously, i mentioned that i went to the career fair with grace on friday. grace mention that there's this hotel management school which is located in switzerland which i think is rather cool. i mean if grace have the cash ability, she will definately just head on and start with it. well.. if i also do have the cash ability.. i would join her as well.. i mean since i dun really have a passion for sumthing.. at least, i got a friend to accompany me studying.. besides, grace mention is more of a practical school instead of study study study.. which i am not good at.. and i suppose it is a very conducive place to study there.. but of course, living expenses high... yeah.. i am daydreaming.. :p

ok. back to what happen this weekend.. i had sore throat and it is still not getting better. well, the truth is it got better during the weekend. but when i woke up today, the feeling is back again. arghz!! the feeling of a fish bone stuck in the throat... damn... but anyway, i was on leave during saturday so i head down to the career fair once again and attended 2 seminar. one on psychology the other on radiology. radiology was like a haix.. they dun accept ppl with dip cert. only a-level cert. even the scholarship is not entitled to anyone except ppl with a-level. on the other hand, i just have to attend 1 year of psychology course and i will get the degree.. tempting?? but the question is.. where got such good thing?!!? izzit really to my advantage that i am studying lesser module while the rest study lots? advice please...

so this weekend, i went down to the fair with the accompany of cs.. though the start of the journey was bad. coz had some problems.. but then after it got better. we had lunch. movie and ice-cream!! a cute shop called ben and jerry at suntec near carrefour.. after that.. met celeste n peifeng coz they had their company dinner n dance there as well. then is back home. yesterday, i brought my mum to macdonalds for breakfast. though is a lil rush coz i have to report for work. but it was a very nice breakfast. miss macdonalds... haha... after work, cs came to my hse.. i have to cook dinner (but was done by my mum in the end) yesterday. only managed to cook the soup which he say is nice. haha.. dunno real anot.. all i did was to throw all ingredient and wait for it to boil.. haha. well.. overall, can say this might be the only time i can spend my weekend like this. coz i seldom get to get off from my bookshop job. yup. tat's all for now. looking forward to weekends again! ;)