if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Sick

Today, i am very sick. It was the first time the doctor ever gave me 2 days of mc.. haha.. but i will be back to work tml i guess.. Had throat infection, thus my left ear felt pain. Couldn't yawn. coz my throat will hurt terribly. But luckily... tml is friday. yeah! haha.. though there ain't much difference coz i will be working on saturday n sunday.. suddenly felt real bad. been rather lazy at work this whole week. think it somehow affected my colleague. losing his mood in working... geez.. i am a sinner..

yesterday ate dinner with wai lun etc.. talked abt many things. comments on my course etc.. confuse. is the only word i can think of. haha.. but ok. it was a not bad dinner.. =) was reading friends blogs... had always feels that the content of my blog is very different from the rest. they talk about what happened the whole day. interesting, happie and sometimes grumbles.. but mine.. my blog seems more like a punchbag.. haha. is when i not feeling happie or feeling extremely happie, i will write it out.. haha.. rather extreme.. my life seems black n white..

boy boy was really goody today.. he check on me when he is free.. msging to ask how i am.. keeping me company virtually. keke.. but everytime he msg, i happen to be sleeping. haha.. i slept alot today. after seeing the doctor, i slept from 11.30 - 3. then had my lunch n slept from 4 - 7.. geez.. nvr slept for so long today. must be the medicine.. oh. not forgetting, we talked about expectations for each other.. hmm.. somehow, i felt happie. happie to talk to him. happie to talk freely. about expectations etc.. is like very natural. ain't worried whether he will react badly or what anymore. boy boy really changed alot. more positive. so happie.. =D jiayou orhz!! haha.. my mum's fren came to my house this afternoon. wanted to talk to her abt the radio stuff.. but was too sick n tired. so she say she's gonna stay for another week before going back to africa to work. as there's a drought there currently..

hmm.. suddenly realise is already march. time passes too fast. march is not a good month.. hope it pass by slowly.. hope it crawls. even if work sucks during the weekdays.. i still hope the time crawls. coz i dun want anything to change.. my life...