if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Friday, February 17, 2006

tired

geez.. i am really really tired.. but on the other hand, is i asked for it de.. yesterday went out with my mum.. was suppose to accompany her to get some stuffs for her dinner and dance this saturday. which is tml. but ended up quarrelling with her.. then she went home alone. coz she was too angry.. haiz.. i felt so so bad.. she is already so stress up with many many things.. her work, my studies etc.. n i still can't even hold my frustration.. thus, i said is i asked for it.. now my head is feeling so so heavy.. felt like leaning backwards and knock out.. haha.. well.. today's my mum's birthday. hope i can make her feel better. though i am worried coz she is now at home alone...

my brother, mummy and me, we 3 will be going to Fish n Co at novena for dinner.. but due to my brother's training, guess it will be a late late dinner.. geez... but it gives me time to shop for her present... dun say me mean orhz.. actually have already bought a pair of earrings. sharing with my brother. but felt like buying a necklance. that's if can find something suitable.. shld i get flowers for her? hmmm.. but i dun like holding flowers.. think rather paisehz.. haha..

today meli is leaving for australia.. so sad.. gonna miss her lots.. everyone is leaving and moving on with their life. seeing that, just make me sad for myself.. BUT.. happie for them.. keke.. at least they know what they want.. maybe they will help me realise what i want.. hehe... gonna fall asleep any moment.. think the headache is coming back.. have to start doing my work le.. tata.. =)

is halfway through the day.. gonna knock off from work soon.. yeah! haha. had been restless the whole day. surfing the web every few minutes.. distracted from work... geez.. :p later gonna meet mum n bro for dinner.. hope nothing goes wrong.. though when i called my mum, she still sounds a lil angry when i mention i accompany her to get her shoes... geez.. *praying hard..

yeah! i am back.. firstly, met my mum at orchard to get the stuffs that she didnt get yesterday coz of the you know what.. =( but... it was ok today. i quiet quiet like mouse... dun dare say anything wrong.. haha. then after we met my brother at novena for dinner at fish n co. it was his first time there. coz he dun usually spend money on good food. thus he is those lean type.. not like his sis... haha. :P anyway, to conclude everything.. it was successful!! yeah.. *clap clap.. haha.. wanna wish crystal happie birthday too.. keke.. and melissa bon voyage!! nitey... (",)