lately have been blogging quite a few times. maybe just bored bahz. but still ok. just kinda tired with work. not physically tired. but mentally tired. most of my friends had started work. lesser people viewing blogs and updating their blogs. anywayz, my blog title sounds a lil weird right? haha. end of 1st weekend meanz i just started work for 1 week. and before i know it, the weekend is almost coming to the end already. *sobz. sianz to go back to work. but have to right. for the future blah blah blah...
been trying to keep myself occupied lately. as usual, to keep oneself occupied meanz so as not to think much. just this tuesday [5th july] both of us finally stop msging each other. aint very sure abt the reason. but most likely is time to let go bahz. haha. but i believe time heals. if there's fate, we might still be friends yeahz. admit that it hasnt been a very good week. but i suppose just aint used to the sudden silent. is like we became strangers. aint sure whether will we still contact. aint sure wat is he thinking either. maybe things kinda changed at his side. and that he is even happier then b4. =) just in case ppl start to misunderstood, is not miss as in like so miss. but felt sad that things turns out this way yeahz. got this part of me felt that we no longer like friends or can be like b4. but i understand that we will nvr be like b4 coz "bi1 jing4" male and female can nvr be just pure friends. what took me so long to finally understood right. haha. naive and stubborn? haha. looking forward to the nxt weekend. hopefully this week turns well for everyone and may the weekdays past faster and weekends be here sooner but lingers longer.
will be changing blogskin soon i suppose. so do look forward to it k. support support. =) tata...

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i was being too positive then. over positive. i was extremely upset when we did not sms. life just pass slowly. i counted each and every day. 6 days. i remembered clearly. from then onwards, we promised each other. never to do that again. never to not sms / contact with each other. 6days is the longest.

but now..... once again. my book is the only that i rely on.

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