went to food fair at expo on monday with peifeng and ryan. while 3 of us were walking in, we saw families carrying a few plastic bags of stuff. food, goodies etc... thought i werent be like them. but who knows? haha. after finish walking the whole of expo, i were not only bloated but i was also carrying plastic bags of goodies. wahhahz. there were so many ppl at expo that i was late for work. [ok.. this was an excuse. haha.] i wasnt only late for work, i made mistakes at work again. i really think i got no sense when it comes to working.. so duhz... =.=" then at night i did sumthing very bad. i made a friend of mine very sad and very hurt. but it was sumthing that have to be done i think...





stayed at home the whole day on tuesday. was suppose to do lotsa things but it turns out taht i did none. haha. only slept lots. like pig. haha. oh! and i talked to desmond quite some time. he is just as lame. but felt that he is a lil weird. think he kinda change bahz? haha... but still he is someone i really respect and salute. though i dun say it out. else he will sure be very happy and proud. =.=" haha...





went out yesterday [1st Jun - wed] with a friend. watch movie, had dinner [Fish & Co. yummy] etc.. thank goodness everything was quite ok. not that awkward. phew. haha.
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i had never mentioned how happy i was to go out on that very day. in fact, i am really very glad that i made the right choice to go out. i do not have to say what happened that day. because it is forever kept in my heart. the neoprints and everything. will always be intact. in my mind. my heart. i never did blog about the happenings and the events that we had, the places that we go, the things that we do. because. there is no need at all. they are all kept in my heart. every single details.

i never forget you. but many of a times. even now. i am forced to be under the shadows.

no one can understand how i feel. i only have my book to rely on. how i truly feel. how i pass each day. you will never know. until the day that i die. will the book be pass to you. maybe then will you understand everything.

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will be meeting meli later for dinner and maybe catch up with her.. then tml will be meeting li hui and the rest maybe for sakae? coz li hui will be starting work next week most prob. so it will be rather hard to get together. still felt that both of us are kinda drifting apart. but this is part& parcel of life i suppose.. haha. so positive ehz? but still sad we didnt take a photo together in genting. just 2 of us. boohoo.. =( but nvm. she promise me she will take neoprint with me the next time! yeahz!! ^.^Y


think that's all for this week. will try not to be lazy. take care peeps! ^.^

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