if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.
Sunday, May 15, 2005

Hate it

everything was fine this morning. i went to work. boss was nice that she even brought curry vegetable for me to let me eat. but too bad the left side of my mouth is aching. i have both an ulcer [which is really really big. think is 2 ulcer together. making it into 1..] and i think my wisdom tooth is also growing. and both the ulcer and the tooth are on the left. side by side. anywayz, back to topic. everything was fine until just a few minutes ago..
i hate it when she do things behind others back. alwayz seems so sneaky. and i will alwayz feel so scared for her. worried that she might be caught and things will turn out even much more worst than now. yeahz. maybe the things she do is for everyone's benefit. but i rather her not to do such things and just let the worst happen. i aint sure will i regret wat i am saying right now. but i know at least i aint regretting right now. things are definetely not looking good. and soon, 2005 will end. we are almost reaching june. time is short.. we really dun have much time. i do feel sad for her and sympathise her. but i really dunno wat to do and cant do anything. damn. tat's all. dun feel like saying anything. tired to. just wanna find a punchbag.. and it seems my blog is the most suitable one...



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