if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

confuse...

yawn.. is over midnight and i am feeling a lil tired... but yet, i dun wanna sleep. partly is because my hair is still wet..
met some old friends on sunday. desmond and tiong lee still looks the same. maybe slightly fitter since they are in ns for almost a year plus le? haha. desmond still have the same old character. alwayz thinking that he is right and shooting his mouth off. but despite that, he is a damn real nice friend. really nice. haha... hope can go out more often with them and calling ying ying, miao fang etc... yeapz. think it will be a nice gathering.
went to play badminton yesterday [18th] with li hui, celeste, peifeng and cs, rayson, qu jie etc... well, it was fun. kinda look forward for it. but think i am kinda bad. i like kept "bullying" them. well, if they do read, which i dun think it is possible, i am sorry. maybe too over excited le. but i really did enjoy myself lots... but while i was on my way home. got a lil frighten. because i was walking pass the bus stop that is near the station and a guy riding a bike rode pass me. but he kinda stop for a moment and turn around. aint a very big deal right. but the thing is when i was almost reaching the stairs that will led to my house, i saw him stop slightly further up near the mail box and looking back. then i thought he seems kinda weird. though a lil worried but i still continue walking up the stairs. upon reaching the top of the stairs i turn back and saw that he rode backwards and stop at the bottom of the stairs and he pick his bike up. i decided to quickly walk home but i was kinda impress that he actually caught up with me so fast. is like he ran up the stairs with his bike on his shoulders or wat de. when he started to call me i thought maybe is coz i drop sumthing. but seeing that he aint holding anything therefore i turn around and continue walking home. but he call me again and he ask for my number and ask to be friends. but i just told him i dun wanna give my number. he sorta pester for a while and i gradually became afraid. wanted to call "kid" to "save" me. haha. but i thought, nvm. i will solve it. i increase my speed and finally i turn and say. No. i wun give my number and continue walking faster and faster and soon i reach my lift. for a moment i thought he will go up too. but thank goodness he say ok and left... seems like the first time i encounter such thing. kinda scary maybe coz is rather late...
hmmm.. now i am kinda waiting. coz a friend say tat he is gonna send a mail. though i am curious to know what izzit. but yet kinda no courage to read it. fear that it will be sumthing bad... haiz. either i wait now or mayb i read later in the morning.. haiz.. dunno how.