if the end of love is this hard. i would never love again. never again.

Monday, March 14, 2005

sneezy day...

got home 1 hour ago. had my shower, tidied the house a little coz it looks kinda messy.. and now i am having my dinner. [Mac Foldover] =) got to see the sunset today from my room. it was beautiful. wondered why i did not notice such beautiful view. *Ah choo... haiz.. the weather is very bad lately. suddenly cold. suddenly hot. have been sneezing the whole day. think my nose gonna drop off soon.. hahaz. hope i dun pass to any of my friends... =(
think i kinda grow up a little lately. haha. though some may still disagree. but is true.. at least i felt it. now i am more happy go lucky bahz. i am still slowly learning though. maybe lately i saw lotsa not very nice things happening around me. so i begin to feel how fortunate i am. i have such wonderful family. my ever so lovely mother, my adorable brother and my dad who adores me the most. [but hopefully he do feel the same to my brother and mummy too..] and not forgetting all my wonderful friends. though we are all so buzy with each other stuffs, but all of u are still so wonderful. i cant imagine if i dun have all of them.... [gosh.. getting emotional liaoz.. hahaz. =p]
today a friend of mine went for some checkup. think he dun feel like talking abt it when i ask how was the checkup. but nevertheless, i hope he will be better. so that we can play badminton again... hehe. hmmmz. not hope. is i am sure he will be better de. ^.^
i got to know a friend some time ago and this friend of mine is alwayz saying "Sorry". sounds like me ehz? haha. at first i dun really talk to this friend. but gradually i begin finding myself wanting to talk. not because that friend's friend ask me to talk. but i just feel like talking. but i guess this friend of mine misunderstood me le. maybe this friend thinks that i am pitying a friend so i decided to talk or the friend call me to talk and that i feel "wei qu"... though i said "ok. understand" but i dun feel that way. but since this friend of mine prefer me to be like last time. then i guess i will just be last time. maybe i will explain to this friend next time that i talk coz i want to and not because i was force to or i pity anyone.
haiz.. now feeling better le. dun really sneeze that much. maybe i am concentrating on my foldover.. hahaz. ok. that's all for today. tata ^.^Y