this week is already week 6. soon next week will be week 7 and i got nothing to present. dunno wat to present. wanna do the proj but dunno how to do. HATE this feeling. the useless feeling. So angry with myself... poor teammate of mine. feel so sorry towards him. i alwayz like very fierce with him de. he is really a nice chap. alwayz give way to me. i really very lousy. hate myself when i am like this. i wanna be the happy go lucky gal. but yet, on the other hand i am those who cannot take things easy. cant even manage my own emotions how to consult people? Ha. Dream on manz.
i must not take things for granted anymore. must not take ppl for granted. muz not take everything for granted.
Li hui wanted to watch movie later. but i am lazy and dun feel like watching movie. felt so bad towards her coz she alwayz will accompany me whenever i wanna do sumthing. yet now.... juz only watch a movie also so hard for me. though she dun say and seems like she dun mind. but seriously, she shld juz leave me alone, hack care abt me. coz i am such a lousy friend to her..
wanna get back to do my proj. but the thought that i dunno how to do shuns me off.. haiz. think even if i dun feel like doing, looking at the codes also can bahz. maybe some miracles will happen..